Just Listen, awesome...

Suddenly.

What Shaleihin Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

It's not something silly, It's a promise.

I think i found that One.

But It's still too early to say...

Even if I can't be with you,

I wanna let you know that i would be good

At least let me be that one who comforts you, when you're down.

When I say I'm here, I'll try all my very best to be there, right by your side.

-I'll be your Mr Ears :)

Came from like freaking school, after law class. Did quite well in law manage to finish all the four questions :)) [pat on the back :)) ] But i didn't turn out for Economics though =x why? Cuz it's like my mum's birthday! Like friggin' more important than listening to Dr Tan's "COLLUDE" anyway i rushed home today, straight after law classes, damn tired, slept on the bus!

Mom cooked like CHICKEN RICE! Omg ate so much, like i so need to lose those flabs! Gonna make it a point to go to the gym 3 times per week *if i have the money* The cake was like awesome, bro and sis bought for mama, and like i owe mom a nice handbag xD no time sehs, need to find time wooorrsss!

Here are some pictures! Oh ya my aunts and uncle came too :))

Spice girls "mama"

She used to be my only enemy and never let me free,
Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,
Every other day I crossed the line,
I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you would
Become the friend I never had

Back then I didn't know why,
Why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend

I didn't want to hear it then but
I'm not ashamed to say it now,
Every little thing you said and did was right for me,
I had a lot of time to think about,
About the way I used to be,
Never had a sense of my responsibility.

Back then I didn't know why,
Why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
All that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend, My friend

But now I'm sure I know why,
Why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
All I can give you is love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend

You are my friend mama :)) and forever will :)) *so is dad too!*

Oh no I'm a Father!!!

LIKE OMG!!

Haha yeah i am, i am a father to 40+ children, i am now the father of NP Choir xD [suggested by Gracceeeyyy]

Haha well, i'm so sorry to those who were at KAP with me today, very very sorry, i just need to let go of my sadness out, couldn't take it and don't wanna bottle it up anyways =/
So that's why i was uber EMO, though i hate EMO, but it's inevitable.

Well i really wanna take this time to thank all of you guys, really thanks you for comforting me =) especially Jia Bao =D Thanks dude =))

Well Jing had a word with me, and i totally agreed with her, don't worry Grand Aunt, we'll do our best =))

Damn tired, but my friend, Henry is leaving for his homeland tomorrow in Indon, so yea will miss him though, haha but still have a safe journey dude =D


Regards,
Shhhaaa

Hey there, damn i am so exhausted.
Like i'm super busy!

Argh, but it's good, i feel so like working in an adult world where i'm spending most of my time, typing stuffs out and having meetings and all. Well of course there is school, like i am having a test like few hours later, at 9 am and now is like 1 am! woots hooray to me!

I came home today, i mean yesterday like 11.25pm! woots good job for me!
Ok i'm officially nuts, even Noella says so!
Anyways i realy have to blog somethings down,
being the new president of NP Choir, though burden is huge, but i'm willing to take it and
go as far as i can go and nearer to my dream of having a fantastic choir. Though there may be times where i may feel just like giving up, but i have a team with me who never wants to give up, that's what i'm proud of, a strong group of people with passion!

Wel like later is the DreamWeaver's test, i'm so glad that i have very kind friends who wants to help and is willing to do his'her best to help. Damn touched by what Simon did, he actually helped me thru Dream Weaver, on the topic of forms, very very thanksful * Thanks Dude!* Like it was around 12 am plus plus, and he still called to help me, like WOAH. Thanks man, i'll pass you the songs later yea? =))

Well today is going to be another long long long day, but nevertheless, it's going to be fun! =)

Signing out,
Sha

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Totally an awesome day, today was like AGM( Annual General Meeting ) for choir :)


Totally awesome I'm the President :DD


Woots!!





25th Committee We like so rocking it!!


Love you guys so much man, and the freaking wonderful SENIORS!





We had a surprise farewell party for our beloved seniors,


and we are very happy that they are all happy and grateful =)





Well shall flood you with pictures then =)

It's too nice to eat!! =))

Our Seniors, never will we forget about you =)

The 25th Committee =)

We're gonna do our Best!

May Aun, President of 2007

Me( Sha) , President of 2008

Will never forget you May Aun!

Joe and Me

Damn he is like a bro to me =)

Today is Monday.
Today is my only free day in my whole week.
So what did i do?

SHOPPING!

HA, it's been ages since i've shopped around in town so care-free, just with my friend buying whatever that catches our eyes. Damn Sweet.

Went to town today with Zhe Yuan, he needed to change his shirt that he bought from topman few days ago, since his mom didn't like what he bought- a pink t-shirt. Ha, come on what's wrong with pink momma? Anyways he exchanged his shirt for like something yellow and cool, and i bought a Mr Tickle T-shirt which looks cool. Think i'm gonna make it neccessary to buy a mr men t-shirt every month :) Then i'll have a whole collection of it, it'll be awesome :D

Then off we went to like n.u.m to buy a pair of havannas flip-flops which i think is awesome, it's like freaking comfortable and quite cool :) Come on can't a guy shop for a little? Bought a short pants somewhere else, think it was n.u.m too, totally forgotten about it, and too lazy to check it now.

Total i spent like 100+ today, quite an okay amount i feel. Though i was tempted to buy another ed-hardy t-shirt, but gotta save my cash :) maybe next month for ed-hardy? Nah maybe i'll just go n.u.m with ray and shop like crazy after exams are over.

Ray was like being a bitch, his exam starts and ends on 19th and mine is like starts on the 20th and ends on the 22nd like wth, but whatever, we shall shop till we drop on the 23rd :))


Tired and exhausted, luckily tomorrow is just lectures all the way, meaning i could gym and study in the morning.

Well, shopping IS the best remedy period

I found this very interesting video on youtube!
Damn interesting you should watch it.



Damn interesting.



This one is also very cute and interesting.




This one is was funny! Must Watch!!

Oh enough of this rotten nonsense thingy, I don't wanna continue the crazy rantings on everyone's blog and all. Though Jenn did a fantastic job listing one by one about Hello Kitty Girl, but i just don't want my blog to be stained by Lydia.


To Lydia: Shut Ur Gap Up. We've Grown bored of the routine that you take when people are against you. Find a better script will ya?

Hello Kitty has no mouth, so should you Lydia.
Hello Kity's fake, so are you.

Glad i have trustable friends around and not hello kitties. :)
Thanks guys :)

Bla bla bla bla bla bla blahh..

That's what i hear now in LAW tutarial now.

Dam tired with like school. Think i need like a 2 weeks off to some secluded paradise island and all. Oh how i wish i could just disappear now, and not care about exams or whatsoever!

ARGHHHH!!

STRESS!

I've got like open house tomorrow, actually i'm not so stressed out about that, i'm just stressed up about acapella.
Today there's like practie for acapella and i soooo don't wanna go at all. No mood at all to go, but i have no choice being the only bass there, i die die must go if not it'll sound incomplete. ARGHHHHH!H!H!H!H!H!H!

I feel so exhausted and drained this week... i hate LAW!

Law's like assignments after assignments, and so many things to memorise like freaking a lot. LIKE FREAKING A LOT! it's like so not making sense to me now. Why are doing such long and boring reports, when out there in the working world we don't have to do at all. I feel so irritated and so stupid doing things that won't be helpful at all in my future.

Argh whatever, i'm in like law class now, boring as ever.

Next would be electricity system lecture, super boring, feel like ponning it, but no choice need to attend cuz it's like important. Exams are nearing, i need to get good grades for my exams now.

Moreover this Lydia in class is getting much more hilarious in class.Like she says that she's very matured which is the MAIN reason why I'M PUZZLED. She's like omg one the childish people i ever met in my whole lifetime. like seriously. Then she goes writting in her blog that people around her are very childish, HA EXCUSE ME LYDIA! Earth to Lydia, who puts HELLO KITTY IN THEIR BLOGS NOWADAYS!? Hmmmm primary sch students? Oh how 'not' childish is that. Don't get me started, there a whole list of it, having hello kitty is just one of em. HA

Anyways whatever.

Woah Yesterday was a freaking busy day for me!!

Like i've got like presentation and competition and even meeting at 6pm =/

The torturous headache was like killing me, ate lik total of 4 panadols yesterday, but still i'm waking up with a bad headache. I think it must be the shampoo conditioner fault =X
It makes me feel giddy after usage. So today i'm not gona condition my hair xD

Yesterday was like WOAH. SO WOAH.

WHY?

It was SpeechCraft 2008!
I was in the Impromtu Speech category!
SO Stressful, cuz the topic was like so GP-ish (General Paper)

"Popular Culture erodes the values of youths these days"

I was so like 'WHAT!"

It's like so GP! I thought it would be about like fashion or whatsoever that is more interesting.

#mins of brainstorming was up, it was my turn now, to deliver my speech.
I was the 7th one(2nd last), walking down the stairs of LT 26,
Looking at the stage it was so scary. I took my own sweet time walking down the stairs,
Praying actually to God that everything would turn out fine.

So there i was in the middle of the stage, infront was a pair of piercing eyes, Ms. Raju's.

'It is now or never', i told myself.

Started my speech with a BANG and ended with a BANG!

Applause were so heart warming!

Then it was time for results!!

'For impromtu, first is, THE NERD BOY SHA!'

I WAS LIKE OMG!!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!

It was like a dream come true!!!!!

I'm the best!

It was so surreal!!

I still couldn't believe it! XD


Oh ya the price is like woah, $100 kinokuniya vouchers!!! LIKE OMG!!


damn it donoe why cannot put any pics here =(
Well il try to post it asap :D


To Lydia: Whatever.

How I Really Feel About This Girl.

I was reading through Lydia's Blog, and was really puzzled.
Seriously like puzzled, just really puzzled.

I know i had mentioned 'puzzled' like three times, but really i am.

Why?

Well It has been a year, we all know her, not saying everything, but some parts of it are just disturbing if you come to think about it.

Yes Lydia' you are right,
Sometimes it is best to keep YOUR mouth SHUT.
Ha Matured Bitch. *mood bitchy* HA!

PS: oh ya i'm not your friend, so bad-mouthing about you is not really that bad.

Damn today's violin evaluation was like, hmm on average was good, however sight-reading was ARGHHH!!!!!

SCREWED!
FREAKING SCREWED!!!

But oh well, i pass :D

Now i'm NO LOOONGGGEEERR A FREEEESSSSHIIIIIEEEE!!!!

I'M AN INTERMEDIATE~~~!!!

Wooooooooooooooooottttsss!~

Had a wonderful dinner today with my cousin Noorin, and other seniors from violin, guitar and dance :D
Basically, i'm the youngest =))

HAD LOADS OF FOOD!!!!!
LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS!!
EAT TILL WE BLOW UP!!!

Darn it can't upload the pics =(( cuz blogger.com has some error thingy =/

SO SORRY!

Oh anyways i gotta rush rush rush my projects now =/

Goodnite!

This is Our Now.

We Have to take the lead.

It's time for us to Shine, and prove others Wrong.

A new mountain has rose,
Are We just going to be fearful?
Nope.
The New Blood wouldn't.

We Believe and Have Faith.
We'll be the best,
or at least,
We'll do our best.


This Is Our Now

Oh well oh well....

We're gonna make changes and we're gonna leave behind a legacy.

No use whinning around when there is no action taken =/

Time to change, time to believe, time, to fly.

Ok this song is like super speaking to me, i so could relate to this song.
You so gotta listen to this, and her lyrics are like woah.





Ooh…
Now it's official
You're out of my life
Too many tears I've cried
I'm leaving the moments
Behind on the shelf
Believing in you
Was hard for myself

But all your apologies are outside the door
I can't waste my time on you anymore
I've fallen much deeper than this before

There's no tears on my pillow
No room for crying
No tears on my pillow
I left them behind
And I've found me a better place
Somewhere inside
And I know I won't cry these tears anymore, mmm

Can't say I'm selfish
I'm trusting my heart
I know what I want
And it tears you apart
Don't worry about me
Thinking of you
My days are filled
With too much to do

The whole world is waiting
[No Tears On My Pillow lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

For me to explore
I can't waste my time on you anymore
(Just can't waste my time on you anymore, oh)
I've fallen much deeper than this before

There's no tears on my pillow (no tears)
No room for crying (crying)
No tears on my pillow (no tears on my pillow)
(I left them behind) I left them behind
And I've found me a better place (found me a better place)
Somewhere inside (somewhere inside)
And I, I know I won't cry these tears anymore

(No, mmm) no regrets (no regrets) no sadness (no sadness)
You're not the first man
(You're not the first or the last man)
You're not the last man
Somehow you had me trapped in your web
But it won't be raining
When I lay my head down, no

And I've found me a better place
Somewhere inside
And I know
I know I won't cry these tears anymore

Tears on my pillow (oh)
No more tears on my pillow
No more tears on my pillow
Oh, no, mmm…


Definitely no more tears on my pillow, i've moved on...

Yeah i know, britney's been a bitch at times, but her old songs are meaningful :D
So this is so what i'm feeling now =)




Ooh hey, yeah

Hush, just stop
There’s nothing you can do or say, baby
I’ve had enough
I’m not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I’m…

Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn’t really care ‘bout me
You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong
‘Cause now I’m…

Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

Come on, now
Oh, yeah

Here I go, on my own
I don’t need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now
I don’t need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go

Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger



Definitely am stronger than yesterday =)

Some nice ads =))

Been away emo-ing and all =/
But now i'm back and looking good( well not yet)
Been spending my time like at the gym and striving to live healthy =)

I just wanna be over it, and move on to the next chapter though sometimes, it's very tough, but my friends told me to give it time, and soon it'll fade away. Which i believe it will =)
Well hung out with Zhe Yuan again, to like just destress today, and we laughed like mad lah, cracking dumb jokes and all. Then he told me

'you lah, got gf already, leave your friends alone like that, always not free, at least now you can hang out with us all now =)'

Which i just realized when he said it, cuz i would be so busy with my ex that i wont go out at all with my friends, feel so bad =/ But now am gonna make time for my friends, cuz they deserve it =)

Being single again so rock my world, freedom to do anything i want , and don't need to worry about the other side at all =DD
Yahooo~
Coping well i guess =)

Ciaoz~
Sha
I am changing =)

THIS IS MY RANTS ARGHHHH THESE ARE TOTALLY STATEMENTS OF OPINION.

I just broke up, not so happy about it, because i certainly feel it wasn't an appropriate reason. THIS IS TOTALLY A STATEMENT OF OPINION. Anyways it's like, she said that she is busy and stressed about school? Ok fine, i bet you are but like i'm like freaking more stressed up than you because not only do i have SCHOOL, ASSIGNMENTS, PROJECTS, CONCERTSSSSS TO PREPARE, COMPETITION AND EXAMS, i still have the freaking time to msg a little something to you.

NOBODY COMES UP TO ME TO SAY THAT 'I AM BUSY AND STRESSED UP...BLA BLA BLA...THUS I CAN'T DO MY WORK'

I'll be ULTRA PISSED OFF!

I just don't get it, is replying so difficult? Is it like so taxing? Come on, i gave you MY phone, is not because you can just don't reply me like this. Fine whatever, all the things i've done for you, it's like so wasted now. My fucking phonebills, i still remember that i will always talk to you, EVENTHOUGH there are PRESENTATIONS or TESTS on the next day. All the things i did for you, do you think it's just for show? Just to show you how rich i am or something? OF COURSE NOT, it comes totally from the bottom of my heart. What i hate about, is that heart-felt efforts going down the drain just like that, BECAUSE YOU ARE BUSY.


I'm trying to forget it and just move on with life, definitely i deserve a better person, but anyhow, thanks for the memories again. Though it hurts a lot at times, but there were times that were sweet and wonderful. Thanks again.

I'm growing stronger and much more focussed now, for i'll strive for what i want, like what i always believe 'achieve to achieve more again' not saying i'm greedy, i'm just very passionate to achive my dreams, and i will.


What a waste, i should have just went out with my friends on Christmas rather than waiting for her reply, and omg new year's eve, i should have went for countdown, instead of waiting for her reply too. Aww well, what a waste, but whatever, i still got loads of my friends anyway, it's not that i'm a loner or whatsoever =)

Thanks Jing Yi, for listening to me and er watched me cry LOL. Thanks for listening to my problem and especially during the time when my ex didnt reply me at all, damn i wasin a down mood, and yet Jing Yi always cheer me up! Thanks!

Graceey~ Yo grace, Thanks for making me laugh girl, like crazy! =)) TETRIS!?

Jace, Idah, Diana and Hui Geok, thanks for being there as very good friends, cheering me on =) Honestly, you guys are seriously wonderful =)

Zhe Yuan You Ho! Though i call him like a bitch at times, i mean he is XD Best Friends dude, best friends, hanging out and having fun like mad especially on new year's Eve! =D

Henry, dude dude, you are one awesome dude, thanks so much for brightening up my days and your funny jokes :)) Truly listening out to my problems and all THANKS!

RAY!! Ha thanks dude, calling me up and all really helps a lot =)

DANIEL! You've been such a great friend, all that morning msges and stuff, so brigtened up my day a lot. =DD

Oh wells, unfortunately this relationship ended, again another chapter has end and now a new chapter will begin again. Who shall be the lead, who shall be the villain, it's up me to decide, and i hope that this new chapter, shall be a nice one. =)

Ciaoz
Sha, single again XD

I got my heart back, thanks for returning it to me.

Enough of me faking it.
Enough of me putting up a front that i'm happy or whatever crap i'm doing..
I hate this.
I HATE THIS FEELING...

This tears that i'm crying now, are definitely not fake.
I so want to be with you
I so want to be that guy for you
I soooo want to be the one to LOVE you

I'm just so torn apart. I'm broken. I'm demolished.
Is that what you want to see?
Well here you go, UR masterpiece

I did this for my Dearest =))

Dearest said 'Write in food is like so insincere, so i wrote it for you!'

Wo Huai Nian De- What I Miss
[english translation]

I asked why did that girl sent me a SMS
And why are you not explaining
and you lower your head with silence?

Should i believe that you love me so much
that you don't want to palter me
Or should I understand that you do not
want to save anything at all.

I want to ask why am I no longer your hapiness
But why did I bitterly smiled and said I understand?
Pride often drags people
It complicates Love

I am faking it because I'm afraid to understand the raw truth
Embarassment is far more unbearable than to lose

What I miss is that we talk about anything
What I miss that we dream together
What I miss is that after a fight
I still have the urge to Love you.

I remeber that birthday and i also remember that song
I remember that sky, the tightest right hand
The warmest chest
Who remembers? Who would forget?


I want to ask why am I no longer your hapiness
But why did I bitterly smiled and said I understand?
Pride often drags people
It complicates Love

I am faking it because I'm afraid to understand the raw truth
Embarassment is far more unbearable than to lose

What I miss is that we talk about anything
What I miss that we dream together
What I miss is that after a fight
I still have the urge to Love you.

I remeber that birthday and i also remember that song
I remember that sky, the tightest right hand
The warmest chest
Who remembers? Who would forget?

What I miss is the speechless touchy feeling
What I miss is the absolute passion
What I miss is that you are so agitated and begged for my forgiveness
Hugged to me till it's painful.

I remeber you're behind me
I remember that i trembled
I remember the surge of feelings and the most beautiful fireworks
The longest hug..


Who gave too much freedom to Love? Who has went too far?
Who took away my heart? Who forgot that it's a promise?
Who only cares about themselves and who forgot to look at me?
Who makes love turn heavy?
Who forgot to give you tenderness?

What I Miss...

I still have an impulse to love you
Iremeber that birthday and i remember that song
I remember that sky. The tightest right hand,
The warmest chest.

I let go. I give up my seat. I fake the easiness.
Who can understand that how much I am reluctant to let go?
I love too much.
Thus i didn't cry.
I didn't say anything...



I love my dearest so much, i really Love my Dear.
I'll wait for you, i'll give u your space.. I Promise.
I'll keep my word.
Just like what i promised you that..
I Love You.




I would be Good, for you my dearest... I Love You..

Haha i'm like trying to distract myself from the emptiness i feel...

Ok im not all so crazy about clay aiken, but this song so speaks to me..
Seriously what i feel about my dearest... =))
Thanks to Henry, for intro-ing me this song.Thanks Bro! =))

Do listen to it =)




I feel like I never measure up to who you see
Sometimes I think I can't give you all the love you need
You keep changing everyday
Amazing me in everyway.

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I never dreamed I could ever feel the way I do
I hope and pray I will always be enough for you
I can only do my best
I have to trust you with the rest

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I promise I will hold you through the changes and fears
When life seems unclear
And when I can't be right there with you
I know there's angels by your side

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything.....I have

Ok like i did this test, got it from jia xue's blog =)
I really think it describe me well, about what age am i at heart =)
*hint hint* *caugh caugh....i...edi caugh caugh... tted*

But only a bit of it!

You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. Your definitely, the one that is not amused by childish acts and you are very serious when it comes to projects.Though bitchiness may come in your life now, you are so not caring about it at all! 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.And wait to die HAHAHA!

Guess you just need time alone for now... I still love you.. I'll always be here for you baby..

I don't know, is it going to be over?..

Broken Heart..

Aiyo....

Dumb Connection error, cause so much misunderstanding with my dearest and me!
AHH!!

Lol but everything is okay now, all fine and lovely,especially on Christmas =)

Love is in the Air, and i truly Love you =)
My smile is coming back, should not think too much
And soooo stop over reacting =)

Love you my babe =)

You've captured my HEART now keep it safe with YOURS <3

Your uncertainties, stabs my heart so deep...
Do you still want this to go on?
Cuz i still want it to go on...
I really do..

I love u, i really do love u...
If i don't really love u, would you think
i'd bother to wait for 3 hours for you
at east coast park?

Would you really think i would even bother
to sms every midnight u even when ur away in China?
I really do love you, i don't want this to be just 'another chapter'
in my life...

I Love You

Jia Bao and Me~

Kenny and Me, Basses For Life! Doom doom doom do ba do ba doom!

Jing Kai and Me, lao Si Lang! HAHA!

Group shot, the two basses and a tenor!

Stupid Face haha!

With so much joy and fun but it will never be compared with the times we had and going to have, Loving u always =)

I'm gonna trust i'm gonna understand, that it's Christmas,
Hence your late replies and your almost awkward behaviour.
You tell me that ur having a busy moment, and tough schedule,
I'm gonna trust and believe that, thus i tolerate and show great
understanding, that i believe others, may not have. Yes i'm blessed
to have you, i truly am grateful, however, show me that you love me,
Show me that you need me...
I know you love me and i know you feel blessed too, but knowing that
is not enough, tell me and ensure me, i really need that badly...


I think this is by far my most strenous relationship, it makes me think so much, makes me worry so much too. Thinking does my dearest really love me-doubt.
I know having doubts in a relationship is very bad, however, maybe i'm just thinking to much,
i should relax and just understand, till this crazy madness is over. I love my dearest so much, i wanna be with my dearest till the end of time, never wanna lose my dearest. That goes without saying that since i want it so badly, i have to work for it, and understand more, instead of being so one sided, being such a narcissist.

I'm sick of being a narcissist in most of the relationship i had been in, most of the time
we broke up is about me, me not wanting this to happen or that to happen. Today i realized that it's actually me, who was wrong, now i ain't no narcissist no more, shall think how my dear thinks and how my dear truly feels... Narcissist got tired looking at himself in the mirror-like water, the water is now rippled, reflecting the light onto other things around the narcissist instead of only him.

The violinist shall now take up his violin, and play a sweet tune of love with the clarinetist..


Let's pick up our instrument, and play our melodies of love forever... Love you like no tomorrow..

FREAKING LAME!!!




LAMEEE~~~!!



Be-Bitched!?

Again i was bored, so like haha looking thru youtube for parodies, and that's what i've got from the 'hunt' XD

Well tomorrow is St Patrick's Band Concert!

Eggcited! XD

Yeap anyways i slept like uber long today, like donoe how many hours..

Felt like a pig, oinks`

Dear i so freaking love u and u know no one is gonna change that! LOVE U!!

My Voice Is Missing...


Seriously missing, luckily there is no carolling for me till on saturday =)
So i'm gonna remain silent, unless necessary for me to speak :/

Can't sing of course, my voice is so manly now...

Super manly, very low..
Very LOW......

Ciaozz*with a low voice*

Oh Darling My Voice For U is Everlasting <3

Woooaaahhh Lalalalallala~~~~!!


Had an awesome time today!!!

Like caroling is very fun BUT tiring awww xD

Anyways, feeling very tired now, but all i can was that we were quite well-received by the audience =))

Very happy =)

I Love you my Dear!!!!! You DRIVE ME CRAZILLY IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!!!! HUGS!!! <3<3

Ok today, i feel so much better =)) Way betttteeerrrr~~!!

Started not so good, cuz im not really fully recovered yet, my temper was all over the place, so yea, i was kind of angry with Dear, told Dear what i was unhappy about. Thank God everything turn out great, Dear understands how i feel and apologizes... Thanks Dear, Love u so much, love u infinity =)) <3 X infinity , go do the countings xP

Well went out with Zhe Yuan again to Vivo city woo hoooooosss!!

Had tons of FUN!

Like we are so good friends that we scold each other for our nonsense, and still find it acceptable.
For example i will just say 'shut up bitch, ur giving me a headache XD'
Then he would be like 'What, why u treating me like a piece of meat? * MS SWAN TONE*"

SO we would be laughing and laughing all the way!

Turns out toilet still appears to be my best friend, kept going there for a couple of times XD

Played the arcade, been ages since i went to an arcade i think haha and like we played a super ulu papaya game : BomberMan! OMG XD
Freaking Fun!!

Off he went to do his christmas shopping, while i'm behind him, telling him to hurry up cuz i felt like fainting, seriously!
The place was like crowded =(

Hope this few pictures tells you a story!

Ok Dumb ZY took a shot of me with his dumb new phone, and turns out quite flattering XD
Model of the year eh XD

Well this my lunch and it's upside down ARGH! lol anyway only finished half of it XD

Us before we played the shooting game, shot loads of spiders and worms! BANG!

Us in Action! BANG BANG BANG!!

Bought some cookies from the girl guides there, quite nice actually, didn't take the picture of the actual cokies cuz i forgot to XD Well have some mercy one me! Christmas is here!

Glad i told you Dear, how i want things to go, now let's move on together as one. Let me share your burden..<3

Coolies on youtube! =))
Chinawine!!~~

FREAKING FUNNY!!





STUPID!!!




THis one is damn funny!!

I feel way better now, like recovering well =)
Quite happy about it :))

It's early in the morning and i don't feel like waking up, cause i still do have a painful headache!
Ouch!

But my stomach, is much more settled now, yesterday was like reactive! somwwhat a nuclear plant maybe?

Enough about my stomach now xD

Dear wanted me to stay at home yesterday, so i did, must obey Dear =D
Kind of feeling lethargic again, arghhh i hate this feeling, though i love to sleep a lot, but not this much!
I was in bed almost the whole time!
Feel like crap..
Don't even mention about crap!
Liquid or Solid?
Ewww...

It's like the holidays, and i'm like feeling so crappy =/
Tomorrow there is like choir like gotta rehearse my parts for i think 13 different songs again =/
Go Me!~

But still there is no assignments YEAH! definitely am happy about that, and no school, except cca HAHA! XD

Dear i love u so much, and i know you do too =) Love you!
No matter how busy both of us are, we'll make time and understand each other's predicament :)



Damn funny parody of FF x2 Thousand Words!!
Applause for Sawnah the creator! =D

The Power of 4??

Well it'll be cool if there really is XD

Haix, fell terribly sick yesterday, ow i'm a bit better, but nevertheless still sick =/

My Stomach is like ultra reactive, like toilet is my bestfriend, again =x

Hopefully by tomorrow i would feel way better than i am now.

Sick or whatever, i still love you my darling..

Ohh!!


Went out with Dearest today! =))





Watched Golden Compass, quite an okay show, however!


There is a part two to it!


Arghhh felt like a rip-off!!





But had a great time with dearest =))


Of course had a fabulous time, send Dearest to Dear 's grandma house =D


Which is in Pasir Ris! woah far, but had fun with Dear =))





Love You!!!











Dear, bought for me gifts from CHINA!


Me want CHINA WINE!! Hahahahahaha =))


See bought for me CHANEL!!!


Nah Dear didn't, bought for me goods, that could only be found in China =)


CHANEL or NOT I LOVE IT!!!


So many sweetss~~~ YUMMY!! 100% SILK-SILK XD

Look at the uber cute phone key chains! =DD

Green Tea sweets! Darling knows me well!![taste somewhat like peanut XD]

Hi-CHEW!!! Dear said that it is way cheaper in China! It's like 1.5 times bigger than the one in SG! really!! THANKS DEAR!! Love u loads!!~~

Watched ANTM today, finale!!!!!

Woohooottss!!

Guess who won!

Clockwise from right[ Saleish, Chantal, Bianca and Jenah]

Well Bianca is out, YES!

Thus it'l be the covergirl pictures, here it is!

Don't Really like Chantal's pic, so plain...

Jenah's pic is the most stunning i feel =D

Saleisha's is so vibrant and all cuteness Damn PRETTY!!

Top Two was Chantal AND SALEISHA!!

HOORAY!!!

Two Beautiful girl stand before me, only one will be America's Next Top Model,

AMERICA's NEXT TOP MODEL IS...

SALEISHA

DAMN PRETTY!! HORAY SHE WON!

Dear you make me feel so loved, I love u so much Darling..<3

This is not my Dear, DUH! This is like Piper Halliwell =)
So cool, she can freeze time and blow things up! Damn cool powers!



Dear baby, i can't wait to meet you and hold your hands again =)
Love you my Darling <3

Dear Tomorrow is our one month =) We'll definitely be together longer than that, cuz my heart is with you, and i want it that way. =) I Love You my Darling . <3

ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG!!

Like today is the last day of the paper!!
ELS paper, some electricity thingy, gonna study again later in the morning.

Still i'm not sure what am i going to do after the exam though, can't go out with dear as u know my dear is still in China =/

I'm like uber bored, i wonder if we are going out later though, hopefully we are =)

Well i'm like super excited for my dear to come back, it's either coming back tmr, or on the 14th..

Dear actually said that if i'm lucky, dear will come back earlier which is on the 13th, TOMORROW!! which is our one month! =))


Hope Dear is alright, really am very worried, until dear is right beside me in my arms, then i'll feel better =))




Just can't wait for Dear to come back, and definitely can't wait to go out with Dear!! =DDD

EXCITED!! =DD


~[[13 NOVEMBER 2007]]~

I said it a lot of times, and i'm gonna say it again, 'I'm so blessed that you are mine =).
I Love You~

M.D.B.M

MAJOR DUMB BLONDE MOMENTS!

Arghhh!

I so hate the tests that are coming up, like it's freaking retarded!

I'm ok with Electrical sytems, thanks to mr yip, i still know how to calculate all those stuff.

I think i'm ok with economics now, quite familiar with the terms and all.

BUT

IWD!! Internet Web Design!!
We are tested on all those terminologies of I.T!!
I have no idea what use could it do for my future!
It's like 'what wire is better, explain and give example'

It's freaking a lot though it's just four chapters, but it's four lengthy chapters!
Very wordy!!!!!

AHHHHHH!!!

I'm going extremely INSANE!! @.@

Oh WTH!!!

I'm so gonna get over it all and just enjoy my holiday with my special love one, my darling.

In fact i'm feeling the holiday mood already; sleeping late and all XD

Today i was so freaking irritated!
Like on my way back home, in the bus there was this bunch of indian men ( NOT BEING RACIST HERE) singing their hearts out! LIKE WTH! EXCUSE ME PUBLIC TRANSPORT!? RING A BELL????

ARGHHH!!!

Relax SHA.....Phew Phew Phew...Guess when Darling is away in China, is really getting on me.

I MISS U DARLING!

Well been having some M.B.D.M, not that i'm blonde but seriously been having it lately XD anyways i used to be a blonde, so must be the post-effect of being blonde XD

Hopefully no more M.D.B.M during the exam period XD




DUMB BLONDES HAVING THEIR M.D.B.M

SHA CIAOZZZZZ

You know i will always keep you in mind. You know me too well, that's why i'm in LOVE with you.
Let's keep it going... =)

Like Today we went to like the library to study.

We= Zhe Yuan + Chin Khang + Me.
Which also means that the word 'study' would temporarily not be in existence!

So i planned to like study ecnomics like all of it, instead i only studied half of what is expected for us to know XD

WHY?

Oh it's simple, we went for breakfast which took us around 2 hours, cuz we were chatting and all.

Then our lunch, we headed to Pizza Hut to eat, so we spend around 3 hours to 'eat' cuz like think we spent around 2 hours or so to eat, and then we walked around JP for another hour!
Was kind of fun cuz it's been a while since we met, all the school work and other committments, traps us from meeting each other.

However today, i was very free, would have actually used the time for my darling, however my dear is in CHINA ...Awwwww... Anyway its the second day going to the third!
Can't wait for your return my darling!

Woah guys, i feel uber sleepy now, so i ought to rest~!

Ciaoz~
Sha


My Love for you is forever Genuine...

Due to the uber huge pics, i have to make this XD










































































































Thanks!

STUDY MUGGY WUGGY!!

Today i was uber frustrated and sad for a MOMENT.

Like i was so frustrated when the law test paper was given out today, like the people who never studied at all got like passing marks like 15 over 30 which is so not fair. Y? Because they copied!Like i studied hard for my exam, like this paper wasn't that easy cuz it's purely memorizing work, highest was 22 only. My class highest was 21 half i guess, which is quite good. Then people who never study at all happily copied either mine or Idah's paper [people who were around us].

I was uber frustrated, especially at raziff, no offence but i was dude. Like people studied man, u come in and just copy down my answers, and being such a big head, not even mentioning a basic thank you? Aww that disgust me , big time. I don't care already... Like so whatever..

Moreover today dear went to China, so i was very sad, as in i will miss dear so much...Then like my mind was occupied with my dear, and how dreadful it would be without dear for a week.. like how sad it would be, but today's class for lecture really fueled up my anger.


Anyways, forget me being frustrated... cuz i'm no longer am angry or whatsoever, i just miss my dear miserably... Tmr is like law test and like what did i do just now? Played fatal frame and sims 2, and didn't not touch the law book at all! I still got some speech craft thingy tmr, have not prepared anything for it yet though, arghh!

Think i'm gonna prepare it later =/


Okay i'm gonna go prepare now,
Ciaoz!
Sha

Dear has just left Singapore to China =) at 4.20 pm

Hope Dear is alright there, Gonna MISS U MY DEAR!!

LOVE YOU! :))

Darling would be away for China, will be back on the 14th Dec,
Missing Dear already...eventhough dear wil only set off This afternoon..
Will Miss my Dear like terribly..

Love My Dearest...

Like we had this class test for Law, well it was kind of a surprise thingy.
Thank God i got study if not i'll be just as clueless as most of the rest are, who didn't bother to study at all, for whatever dumb reasons they have. No offence but like wake up, it's time to realize that it's the exam period!

I just couldn't take it, some people are like copying like freaking madly, like come on get a life, STUDY MAN! Again NO OFFENCE but like, it's really freaking unfair to us people who actually take their precious time to study. I seriously feel damn UNCOMFORTABLE people copying FREQUENTLY from me.


LIKE AHHH!!! SLAP YOU!!!

Get a life dude, like seriously...

Think coming to poly is all about slacking and dressing up?
Well ur in the wrong school then!


Anyways i had my interview today, for the choir positions. I chose to be the President, did quite a good job in talking to them i feel. Manage to bring across my points to them. Just left with the AGM( annual general meeting) next year, for the voting speech, so yeap gonna leave it to next year to worry about.

Violin evaluation is next Saturday WAHH! Have not been practising! OMG! XD but gonna have hardcore practise after my exams, like super hardcore ones XD

Well common test is this thursday! Think i'm gonna mug like SIAO!

Mugiciaoz
Sha

Omg So many things are in my mind!



FIRST!

MY DEAR! DUH!



then it's like lotsa of other school work, like LOADS!

Like Communication Toolkit, theres this guys who is not doing his work AT ALL!
The essay is due on Thursday! ARGHH!!


Then i've got like interview for choir TMR! ARGHH!
STRESS!!

Then i've got this Speechcraft thingy about some speech competition, so many things to think about!

I'VE got a test this coming THURSDAY! LIKE OMG!!
One more chapter left!

I've got 3 MORE TEST COMING LIKE DOUBLE OMG!!!!

ARGHHH!!!

LET ME TELL you i'm gonna like celebrate like mad after next week!

Today was uber fun!
Go out with Mitchell, from St Pat Sch!

Haha watched movie and went to victoria and sneaked in to see SSO chorale, however some dumb security chased us away. >:/

But still it was uber fun, his band concert is coming up 21st Dec!
Anybody wanna go? Contact me :)


Feeling so tired and my mind is all about my other half now, not even a thinking of my studies, however tmr, i ought to study.
Dear is going off overseas, to China, i pray that Dear is safe and return back to Sg safely too.
Kind of cool, cuz like my nephews are all away, so like only my family is at home for the whole two weeks, meaning they'll only return after exams, and dear is overseas during exam period too and only returning after my exams. Meaning STUDY STUDY STUDY! :))

Well it's been a while since i read other people's blog, and kind of found joy in it :) Being a frequent reader of Roxanne's and Yong's blog, cause it's very interesting to read :DD

Today was a Wonderful Day! Tomorrow would be better :)
Sha

Ok like i was suppose to study the whole day kind of thing.
But i didn't, not really a surprise.

Well choir today was alright, though at times i just felt kind of pissed off by someone.
But oh whatever, Grace said that i was a bit too rash but it is true!!

Ha but we had a great time at mac, where everyone was like dishing out stuff about each other,
laughing like mad! :)) So darn funny, but was terribly missing my other half =X
Ok shall not so mushy mushi on my blog about my DEAR, but can't help it!

Now like i'm darn tired, and i'm so gonna go out the whole day tomorrow, gonna be uber tired, but haha just gonna have fun tomorrow. HOWEVER SUNDAY is studying day, so i must so like devote myself to study, if not i'll be so like DEAD!



Tired!
Ciaoz
Sha :))

I'm so happy that i didn't like sleep in school yesterday. Firstly I was literally hiding away from the security guards in the choir room. Secondly, it was way too freaky in school at midnight. Finally, paranoia paid me a visit so you roughly know where i'm getting to.

It was like late at nite in the choir club house, was hiding behind some tables, finishing my essay for dumb comt. Damn pissed off, why must factiva could only be used in school? Argh! Anyways i was really alone, in the DARK like no lights at all. Why? Well so that security guards won't be suspicious, and leave me alone. Though the night was some what peaceful, but it was certainly still eerie. Like way eerie, no curtains for the windows, and the doors has this glass panel to see what's outside. So i was basically freaking out, like my mind was filled with 'what IFs' . I was so like what the hell, so like rushed through my dumb assignment, and like packed up my stuff and left in a hurry. The most freakiest moment was when i was packing my stuff, it was so real. It was as if the whatever was so angry and offended by me, i don't know why but you could feel it, like way strong. So i quickly packed my bags and stuff, trying to ignore the fact that i felt something hovering on top of me, so didn't look up and just looked down till i reached the door, and ran out. Call me chicken or whatever, i don't care, the feeling was so tangible it still haunts me.

Dear was like so worried for me, telling me i should go home, but i couldn't till i finish my assignment. Thanks Dear love u so much! :)) Well i totally forgot to hand in my law assignments ! Darn minus half mark le, =( . Feel so frustrated cuz exams are coming so fast and i have loads to cover, especially economics! Dr Tan like so have high expectations on me, like damn, meaning i got to score well if not he would be like disappointed, and i hate to make others disappointed in me. Like 9 chapters to cover for econs- Madness.

Oh yea, rachael and Joeseph sang yesterday for some talent time competition thingy, they won second place :) not bad though, they certainly did well but Joyce and Rasmus were better, that's why they won first. However the judges were so dumb like rasmus wasn't harmonizing with Joyce at all in most parts. Don't understand why they say ' i couldn't find any faults in your singing' WTF. Like the choir people were like, so disgusted at such remarks. I was pissed too, but oh well it's only a mini competition, so whatever.


Like i'm so gonna study later on, like maybe i'm touching on law. Though law is so frustrating, but i just wanna get it over an done with.


Love My Darling <3
Sha

Questionaires!
Again! haha i'm suppose to like study but instead i'm doing this XD

1. Is your hair up?
-Down down down XD

2. Is your phone right beside you?
- Nope charging it somewhere in the house!

3. Do you wish you were somewhere else?
- YES ANYWHERE BESIDE MY DEAR :DD

4. Do you have plans for tonight?
- It's all aboutprojects and assignment rushing!

5. Are you wearing makeup?
- ...no

6. Are you wearing chapstick?
- my hair ain't long enough for those darn chapsticks!

7. Are you cold?
- Freaking hot

8. Are you tired?
- IM TIRED!But i'm still doing this XD

9. Are you excited?
- TMR IS PRESENTATION!!

10. Are you watching tv?
-nope its turned on, but no one's watching it

11. Are you wearing pajamas?
- those are just for Bananas!

12. Who's the last person you IMed?
- Jasmine?

13. Who's the last person that called
you?
- Mother

PAST

1. Anything you regret?
- Nothing!

2. Ever lied?
- Countless

3. Ever stuck gum under a desk?
- Im guilty! wooopsie!

4. Ever spit at someone?
- Wish i could, but i'd be fined for it...

5. Ever kick something living?
- Hmm again i wish i could that someone, but i'd be fined for it..Darn it!

6. Ever thrown up because you cried so
hard?
- Never, sooo exaggeratin

REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
LAST WEEK

1. Had any plans last week?
- It was a packed schedule! But i had an awesome time with my baby :))

2. Who did you see most last week?
- Idah and Jace :DD

3. Was last week interesting?
- Yes especially going out with my dear :DD
TODAY

1. Have you yelled at someone?
- Nope XD gotta save my voice for singing!

2. Have you gotten mad at someone?
- No bahs XD

3. Have you cried?
- What for?

4. Have you called more than 3 people?
- Haha YEA! Most is like my dear :DD
5. Have you IMed more than 3 people?
- Definitely

SPILL YOUR GUTS

Q. First thing you did this
morning?
- RUSHED TO ECP!

Q. Last thing you ate?
- Fried noodles!

Q. What's something you look forward to
most in the next 6 weeks?
- HOLIDAYS!!!

Q. What's annoying you right now?
- PROJECTS AND ASSIGNMENTS

Q. What's the last movie you saw?
- ENCHANTED!

Q. Do you believe in long distance
relationships?
- NOPE

Q Where is the last place you went?
- ECP!

Q: Who is the last person you called?
- DEAR!

Q: Been cheated on?
- Nope :) and strongly know that will never be cheated.

Q: Do you think that someone is
thinking about you right now?
- DEFINITELY!

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty,
creativity):
- EVERYTHING!

Q: Do you wish on stars?
- Thats for Dummies

Q: Does it work?
- Read my answer above...I'm not a dummy btw..

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time
you take them off?
- Man that is so wasting time..

Q: When did you last cry?
- TEARS OF JOY!
Q: Do you like your handwriting?
- mmm ya?

Q: Are you a friendly person?
- YEAH!

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
- BlAcK

Q: What is the color of your bedsheets?
- BLUE!!

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?
- At plaza Sing!

Q: last person you talked to?
- My dear baby :))

I'm like so happy!
Done with all my law thingies, and only left with my customer relationship management project thingy. Which i feel is a piece of cake :p

Sometimes i just feel that, i'm like going a bit backwards in my studies =/
Been sleeping in classes and stuff, feeling so guilty!!
Arghhh!

Got to step up my Game!
Gonna study like a nerd next week!!

Kind of a good timing, cuz next week dear would be having camps, and so couldn't go out, sadded, but hey it means i must use the time to study :))
So mugging mode very soon!
Then its like next next week is when all my exams are coming in OMG!
Maybe i would go out with dear on some of the days, but i gotta study!

Haha after the exam period it'll be sweet sweet sweet HOLIDAYS like woahh~~

Ha have not been attending violin classes on tuesday, cuz like you know i stil have thursday, and like a man can only have one master. So like yeah i choose Timothy cuz [this is purely a statement of opinion] he is so much better and so much more experienced and interactive than Iris. Moreover attending tuesday class makes me feel so awkward, like some extra, so yea i rather go out with my choir mates on tuesday nite then being some extra on tuesday.

Soon Frans would be coming back! Yeah! Haha promised him that i would be under him, so yeap gonna be his student! He will be our shi fu! Can't wait, he will be like here in Feb!! Means i gotta polish my skills up :))

Certainly i won't forget about Timothy like he is just awesome! He taught me like all the basics and many more! Awesome Awesome teacher, greatly respect him a lot!

Violin classes would be like every Sunday, going for my first lesson, actually its an evaluation this Sunday. Hope i would be posted into at least a grade 2 or even better grade 3 :))
So yeap gonna polish up my skills too!

Tomorrow is like Rachael's birthday at like Botanic Garden! uber cool yeah? HAHA! So we're gonna dance with the flowers and tress xD so environmentally friendly! LOVE IT! :DD Gonna watch Enchanted tomorrow too! woo hooos! Actually wanted to watch with my dear, but dear accidentally watched with friends XD haha so yeap Dear greatly encouraged me to watch so yeap gonna think of you baby!

Been reading 'Mary's' [not Tsing Xiu but another girl called 'Mary' HAHA!] blog, it is so ridiculous! U just feel like slapping her and wish she wil never exist haiyoyo! Moreover she doesn't know that we found her blog! So like we are so like laughing at her! call us evil, but hey she offended us and offending us, is definitely a bad move! Ha!


So yeap gonna talk with my dearest on the phone soon! So nites everyone! :DD

ciaoz,
Sha!

Woah school has been so freaking busy, like everyday seems to be like 9-9 kind of thing!
But oh well, i chose this path, so i must take the responsibility yea?
Haha anyways the things that i do are things that i have passion for, so yea, not so bad.

However today seems to be the far most lethargic and tiring day of the week! ARgh!

Haha i feel like just lying down and doze off to sleep...
But im waiting for my dear to call :))

Well guess im gonna use most of my time to like study HA!

FOUND HER BLOG! WOO HOO!

DAMN LAME CAN!??

SO DUMB SIA!! :X

Heys people :))

Like today was suppose to be fun funf un :D

As u can see i typed 'suppose' there

Well it was spoilt by SHAWN...yes SHAWN..

Like he always picks on me like what's his problem man...

So noisy like keep picking me non-stop.

Like what's wrong with him man, like one more time he picks on me, he is so gonna get it from me. Like no more mr nice guy anymore man :/ im so gonna be mean to him Muhaha!

Anyways went home early today, cuz my aunt picked me up, saw my cousin Noorin. Went for dinner together at Al-Ameen like super nice food there. Kind of funny cuz i ordered ' fried chicken rice' they gave me 'fried rice with fried chicken' :/

So i was so whatever with them , just ate what they gave me.

Dear has been so tired, going here and there, really should take a good rest :))

I love my Dear :)

Ciaoz
=)

Sleepy sleepy sleepy me -_-~~

I am so tired today, for no particular reason XD
Maybe its because i slept late and woke up early?

Well i don't know, cuz i can't think well now, cuz i'm so tired!!

Like this morning i was like literally sleep walking to school!Though i was slightly going to be late for class, i was too tired to think too much. Class starts at eight and i'm like so zombie walking around school :/
Then i got this sms from one of my groupmates. 'mrs Chew is on MC today, there is no IAC today' I nearly scream my head out! Not in joy BUT in frustration!!
Like he reason why i was a 'zombie' is because of her freaking class in the morning!

I still have like violin at six! ouch im so tired, 1 and half more hour to violin, and my dear love is msging me :) * LOVE U LOADS!*
Thanks MiShy! :DD

HAHA

Gotta rest and ciaoz.
Sha

In any case ur feeling bored, read my Communication Toolkit essay below :) Haha i'm bored too...HAHA!!

Massage Parlours In Singapore.


The ‘Dirty’ massage parlors employing foreign masseuse such China ‘study mamas’ are becoming more prominent in Singapore neighbourhoods. According to the Straits Times, (Singh & Quek, 29 August 2007) police closed down 439 unlicensed massage parlours . This essay will explain why ‘study mamas’ resort to working in these illegal massage parlours such as the financial difficulties they face and their limited language abilities. It will also cover some problems faced by these ‘study mamas.’

According to the above article, 706 foreigners were caught and were mainly China women. Many ‘study mamas’ who first arrive in Singapore face financial difficulties. They need money for their children school fees and household expenditures. Since they have no legal work permit, they cannot find proper jobs, they resort to offering sexual services to earn additional income.
‘Study mamas’ are more comfortable speaking in their native Chinese language. They are limited by their language ability in English, and thus, searching for a job is difficult.

China women are often viewed as immoral and uneducated. In particular, ‘study mamas’ are often stereotyped and looked down upon .This results in them having difficulties adapting to the Singapore society since their social network is limited. They will feel lonely since they have left their families and friends back in China.

However, society has to understand their plight. The Government needs to take proactive action to help them assimilate into our society and should offer language classes for these ‘study mamas’ to help find decent work in Singapore.

HA!!
Ok Ciaoz!
Sha :DD

Its inthe morning now, mom is doing her routine 'Go have your breakfast before using your com'

But haha told you it's routine, meaning i'm not realy gonna have my breakfast.

I've finally move away from my ex, like finally got rid of the feelings and stuff..

but the memories stays, and i'm of as a new person now =D


Yesterday after choir, everybody was so EMO..

except rachel and me, we were like 'whatever'

but turns out rachel became emo too XD

Cheer up people or i'll send you off to Africa!

Life for me now has been all good, and busy.
Spending my time on stuff that will really improve my life..
Things like CCAs and soon i'll be taking up Violin classes from Yamaha :)
It will definitely be very exhausting, like seriously exhausting..

Let me tell you my schedule..

simple,

i'm only free on my mondays an sundays..
the rest?
CCAs till late nite, like tuesday to friday.
Saturday it's either i'm free or i'll have my Yamaha violin classes on Saturday itself.

So basically i'm a very busy person, on Sundays, it'll be studying and doing my assignments and stuff..
I really don't get it when somebody who has like only 1 or no cca at all come up to me and tell me that they are busy and couldn't make it for some event, and i can make it. What's their reason? 'I'm busy with homework, I need to study' ..TSK TSK....LIKE AS IF I'M NOT BUSY!

PISSING ME OFF man...

Well whatever, today there is a lot of uting like going to my cousin's house and going to my friend's house to celebrate Deepavali. :D

Well i'm off for breakfast now :)
Ciaoz,
Sha

Here I am in the second semester of Ngee Ann. Definitely had a fabulous semester before but now when i'm in the second semester, i became so much more busier with loads of stuff. Now i'm in 3 CCAs it's been quite exhausting frankly. Though these are the things that i have passion for, but sometimes it takes a toll on me.

I got to work triple hard now, work hard in every aspects of my Life. No time for me to doubt myself, it's all focused and refined now.Well like they always say, 'Life isn't a bed of roses'

Ha! Enough of me whining of stuff like that, i got to grab hold of my life and prioritize.


Though i used to say that i don't love that person anymore and stuff..

Deep down i miss those times, most importantly...i miss that person...

Ciaoz
Sha

These are some pictures that i modified with some kind of microsoft thingy =))

love the pics a lot =D

Life Has Been So much more interesting.
A brand New Chapter and Beginning.

Kokomo Lyrics =DD

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
Bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go
Jamaica

Off the florida keys
Theres a place called kokomo
Thats where you wanna go to get away from it all

Bodies in the sand
Tropical drink melting in your hand
Well be falling in love
To the rhythm of a steel drum band
Down in kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go

Ooo I wanna take you down to kokomo
Well get there fast
And then well take it slow
Thats where we wanna go
Way down to kokomo

To martinique, that monserrat mystique

Well out to sea
And well perfect our chemistry
By and by well defy a little bit of gravity

Afternoon delight
Cocktails and moonlit nights
That dreamy look in your eye
Give me a tropical contact high
Way down in kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go

Ooo I wanna take you down to kokomo
Well get there fast
And then well take it slow
Thats where we wanna go
Way down to kokomo

Port au prince I wanna catch a glimpse

Everybody knows
A little place like kokomo
Now if you wanna go
And get away from it all
Go down to kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go

Ooo I wanna take you down to kokomo
Well get there fast
And then well take it slow
Thats where we wanna go
Way down to kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go

Ooo I wanna take you down to kokomo

OMG!!!

Today's concert was like FANTASTIC!!!!!

Like super cool!!!

Got so many pictures to share with you guys man!!!

Haha well today, i was actually very very very nervous!
My first time performing as a Violinist! Practically was trembling!
SERIOUSLY!!

Haha enough chitty chatty and here are the PICTURES! BACKSTAGE!! haha kind of a cool picture don't you think?
Tie tie tie our ties!! TSING XIU!! SMILEE!!! =DD
Valerie, Timothy and Me. James said that Val looks like a LEGO GIRL! HAA!
LEGO GIRL AND TIM TIMO!


CHRIS AND ME! He is a DAMN GOOD CELLIST!!
5566? Nah we are better, we ARE 7788!
The Couple!!
IRIS AND ME =))

Haha again, the couple!
Wen Kang and Me! Damn Good Violinist too!
Teck hui and Me =)
Cute Adeline and ANABELLE~!!
ANABELLE~! AND ME~!
Guess who they are! THEY ARE CHARLIE'S ANGEL!


Elwin, Jasmine and Me! I Miss u guys DAMN BADLY!
Casilda and ME! =DD
Violin instructor Timothy and ME! Thanks DUDE!
Japanese Girl Gloria-san and me ! xD she is a super good Violinist!
OMG YI XIANG AND ME! Vice president and president of choir(BLSS) =D

Yi Zi(Chair) and Me XD!!
Odelia and ME!! Thanks for the advise!
FAng and me =)) A fabulous Violinist!!Omg the love of my LIFE!! THE FRESHIES!!! WE ROCKKK!! =))


Again i would really love to thank the people who took their time to come down A VERY BIG THANK YOU!

To the choir:
Thanks for coming down!Really love you guys too =)
Btw nice chord i heard when u guys sang my name when i performed XD
THANKS!![nice heart btw! XD]

To Elwin And Jasmine:
Omg i really miss you guys a lot!! Thanks for coming down, eventhough its lke break camp today=) really hope that u guys have plenty of rest too ya =)
We'll have dinner soon and loads of catching up =D
THANKS! [btw elwin ur eyes are still small! XD]

To My Family:
Thanks for coming down, though u guys have other errands to make =D
Really really thank you guys for coming though, u guys are actually sleeping now, when i'm typing this, haha!
THANKS!

Now to thank individuals who really helped me along this journey =)

TIMOTHY!
how can i not THANK YOU! You are such a wonderful teacher with so much desire for both violin and teaching =D Really really really THANK YOU for taking time to come down to teach me the different parts in the pieces =) THANKS!!!!!!!!! =DD

Seniors!
Haha though i said individuals, but heck! Haha if i were to really type out individually it will never END! Haha thanks guys for teaching me too and forever that constant trust and believing in us FRESHIES! LOVE U GUYS!

ADELINE!
Girl!! HAHA WILL NEVER FORGET UR ENTHUSIASM[ THATS Y IM TYPING IN LIKE HAHA CAPITAL LETTERS!] WE WERE AWESOME! WOOTS!


MY BELOVED DANCER JASMINE!
THough u were so tired but u still came! THANKS!!!!!
Haha HAVE A GREAT REST AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SUPPORTING ME EVERYTIME!!Really hope that u enjoyed!


MINI EYE ELWIN!
Haha!! DUDE!! DUDE !! DUDE!! CAMP I/C!! THANKS A MILLION FOR COMING!!
THANKS FOR THE CONSTANT SUPPORT!!
=DD

RAY!!
HHI HO! LOL!
THANKS FOR THE CONSTANT SUPPORT MAN!! THANKS FOR COMING TOOO!!
HAHAHA!

AND MANY MANY MANY MOREEEE~~~!!!!

HAHA THANKS GUYS!!!

Rest Well!!!

Signin out
Sha

I don't wanna be a weed..
But somehow i'm turning into one..
By looking for energy..
Guess i'm just not getting enough rest..

You Fall, BUT It's Up To You Whether To Continue Falling

Or

To Grab Onto Something And Move On.

Learn to dare
To do something in a non conventional way.

Some people think that smoking is very GLAMOROUS...
Well think again..

Rachael here! XD Haha super funny!

Forgetting the Past, only holding on to the lessons i've learnt from there.

Throwing away all the bad sorrowful memories away.

Wanna thank some people for really like brought me to another level in Life.

Bryan
Though he is just a simpleton, quiet and hmm boring? However words that comes out from his mouth are just woah, very impactful and wise.I really am blessed to have such a wonderful friend and brother like him.

Desmond
My best Friend since like God noes when, he may look kind of blur or weird at times, again he really is a good person to be around with.Though we quarrel like almost everytime, but he encourages and talks sense to me. Think he is one of the person in my Life that keeps me in Sanity. Again i am really blessed to have such a wonderful friend and brother like him :)

Ray
Though i may just know him like just recently through ccas, he is one hell of a funny and yet sane guy.He is working for his goal and i'm working for mine, but we are helping each other to achieve that certai goal, by encouraging each other.He certainly is a good friend that i would certainly treasure.

Jing Yi
Haha again though i may just know her like just recently through cca, she is really a nice person to chat with.Moreover with her so much experience in singing, i would really wanna learn from her and her cheerfulness and bubblyness lifts up the mood of everyone around her.

Hanah and Carina
The two seniors from year 3 Ambassadors, are super nice girls.They are so willing to teach me so many things and also entrust me with such big jobs that needs a lot of work.They still trust me to do it, they really are very interesting and funny girls. They make me feel so welcomed and important i guess, that makes me wanna progress in the things i do.

These people have impacted my Life in various aspects, pushing me forward into Life and teaching me lessons i'll never forget.I wanna learn from all of them and really excel in Life.Watch me grow and still keeping in close contacts with them, for i wanna repay them back by showing them that i truly appreciate their words and efforts.


Life is like a RPG( role playing game) you are the main character, and you are out on an adventure.On the way to your destination you find other people who are willing to join you in the arduous journey and fight with you against whatever mountains that comes in your way. At times your 'members' would be injured and you would 'heal' them with a potion rite?Same goes, ur friends who are with you, may be like sad or just emotionally hurt.Your words and gestures are like the 'potion' that you give them to heal their hurt.


Though this is just a random kind of analogy of Life, but whatever perspective you are viewing it from, regardless that you are an atheist, a christian ,a muslim, a buddhist or whatever. That 'potion' i really believe is CARE and LOVE, once you care for them they'll be 'healed' or touched by your words, to make a 180 degree turn and walk to the right path.Of course it really is up to us whether we want to or not.


Life is an arduous journey, hold on tight to your friends and it'll be a joyful ride.

Ciaoz
Sha

An Emo soul that was stabbed and is now Dead..

Reflection for Negeri Sembilan Trip

There was always something stuck in my mind ‘Malaysia is not a very nice country’ but after the trip from 3rd to 9th September, I realized how interesting and wonderful the Life there is. For beginners, I thought that birds chirping in the morning and such fairytale kind of introduction are non-existent. However the trip proved me wrong, every single morning I woke up, there’ll be the chirping of birds and such cooling morning breeze, that can never ever be experienced in Singapore.

Embarking on the journey with 16 other fun loving people, really creates a fun time we had there! Doing research may sound boring, but doing research with friends is fun. Though they are group mates, we are friends too J I really couldn’t forget the time my roommate, very irritating and noisy (especially at night)- Jermaine, shared together. He was actually very insecure about his marks and very worried about the project, and I stepped in as a friend by encouraging him every night before he finally could go to sleep. Even I do complain about the irritating things that he do, like saying ‘Edward’ a million times before he sleeps, if you were to give me an opportunity to change to another roommate, I wouldn’t.

Though Jermaine was always so called ‘angry’ with me, for not like staying with them and saying that I was ‘overly-matured’ XD Both of us really discussed like real adults about things that we were not happy with each other, personally I feel very ‘grown up’ with him =)

Going through the journey with new found friends like Keann and Kavidha also made the journey a very interesting one! I still remember the time that we were in the forest, looking for the waterfall, the feeling was like no other. Such trust and concern we have upon each other really to me was WOW. It was an unforgettable memory that I will always treasure.
Talking about care and concern, my foster Parents were just so extraordinary! I still remember there was a time, where we were held up very late at the Balai Raya for the Adat Specialist, we reached home at around like past 12 am. Our foster Dad fetched us home and said that ‘Your mom was so worrid, she was peeking thru the window every 10 minutes’ Though we are their responsibility but they don’t took care of us they had to, it’s because they want to. It really touches, coming from a busy family i never really got calls from my mom or dad, they would only do it if they need to, like doing favors for them. I mean my family do love me, but my foster parents goes the extra mile, which is just wonderful.

Coming back to Singapore, I deeply miss my family there in Malaysia and the yummy-licious food they prepared. It really was a turn in my Life, to appreciate and to treasure the people and environment around us. Learning important life lessons there ike going for the extra mile for the people, even for people who we are not so close with, now that is the meaning of Loving others.

I was Murdered on the pool table!
Jermaine and Edward's meaning of EARTHQUAKE!

I'm falling deep into darkness..



My helmet of Wisdom is cracking
Vulnerable to the eyes Evil..



The Facade is breaking down.
I never felt so vulnerable.
I never felt like this before..



Emotions are running wildly within me
I cant stop it.
I want it to stop so badly..
But it just keep going on and on..



Grab me down, and toss me down...
Slap me awake and stranggle me
Stranggle me back to Life...
Kick me, and make me see
That i am just having a horrid nightmare.


Though i may look tough outside
Steady and confident of myself..
But theres a stir in my heart..
A stir of sorrow and anger


I couldn't lose those memories
Memories we had together
Together as Lovers..


But now we are in different Worlds..
Could it be possible?


For This Relationship To Revive?


I was the dumb one...


Breaking Down...

Kinda miss my long hair now, cuz iv cut it short =(
GoodBye Long Hair T.T Oooo wats that?
Its Lots of OREOS!
Jiabao and Joseph

Hey peeps,

Just came back from a very tiring choir practice.
Been singing like mad, like really madly.

But learned a lot of techniques and though Joe (the conductor) was very sarcastic, i took it in a bright light and improved on my singing.
Quite happy for the combine choir section, SP n NP together, cuz Joe had no prob with us bass =)

HAHA BASS ROCKS man!

Its very tiring and tough but the concert is coming very soon, excited and tired.
BUT i believe all our efforts would be very worth it, cuz we practised like mad, very tired
and 'blur' cuz of the tight schedule.


Well whatever gonna don't care about them all, as in my project for now...Gonna concentrate on my concert, and give my best and impress =D


Well i'm so tired now, so i'm just going to stop here XD

Regards,
Sha

Questionaires!
Haha got bored, so i took a questionaire from my friend and filled it in =)


1. Is your hair up?
-let me check, hmm half up and down?haha weird me XD

2. Is your phone right beside you?
- Er Yeah, how did u noe!? XP

3. Do you wish you were somewhere else?
- NO!!! I LOVE MY HOME!

4. Do you have plans for tonight?
- i'm having a date with my Bed

5. Are you wearing makeup?
- ...no

6. Are you wearing chapstick?
- my hair ain't long enough for those darn chapsticks!

7. Are you cold?
- yea a bit

8. Are you tired?
- IM TIRED!But i'm still doing this XD

9. Are you excited?
- Full dressed rehearsal is tomorrow!!

10. Are you watching tv?
-i think its watching me XD

11. Are you wearing pajamas?
- those are just for Bananas!

12. Who's the last person you IMed?
- Jermaine?

13. Who's the last person that called
you?
- My Mum

PAST

1. Anything you regret?
- Nothing!

2. Ever lied?
- Countless

3. Ever stuck gum under a desk?
- Im guilty!

4. Ever spit at someone?
- Wish i could, but i'd be fined for it...

5. Ever kick something living?
- Hmm again i wish i could that someone, but i'd be fined for it..Darn it!

6. Ever thrown up because you cried so
hard?
- Never, sooo exaggeratin

REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
LAST WEEK

1. Had any plans last week?
- It was a packed schedule!

2. Who did you see most last week?
- Who?Cong Kai, i think..

3. Was last week interesting?
- Damn yeah it was!

TODAY

1. Have you yelled at someone?
- Nope today it is a no yelling day

2. Have you gotten mad at someone?
- And it is a no getting mad day..

3. Have you cried?
- What for?

4. Have you called more than 3 people?
- Haha YEA! and i called one wrong number!

5. Have you IMed more than 3 people?
- Definitely

SPILL YOUR GUTS

Q. First thing you did this
morning?
- Called Desmond and wished him a safe journey to Thailand!Bon Voyage~

Q. Last thing you ate?
- Grilled chicken with Mexican Sauce at Secret Recipe

Q. What's something you look forward to
most in the next 6 weeks?
- Coming Concerts that i'll be part off!

Q. What's annoying you right now?
- These long questionaire XD

Q. What's the last movie you saw?
- No Reservation

Q. Do you believe in long distance
relationships?
- Y not?

Q Where is the last place you went?
- IMM XD

Q: Who is the last person you called?
- Cong Kai also

Q: Been cheated on?
- Nope :)

Q: Do you think that someone is
thinking about you right now?
- Hmm Hard to say..

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty,
creativity):
- Gimme LOVE!

Q: Do you wish on stars?
- Thats for Dummies

Q: Does it work?
- Read my answer above...I'm not a dummy btw..

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time
you take them off?
- Man that is so wasting time..

Q: When did you last cry?
- Years back?

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
- mmm ya?

Q: Are you a friendly person?
- Yep definitely

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
- Blue!

Q: What is the color of your bedsheets?
- Beige

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?
- Think i was at home

Q: last person you talked to?
- Mum, who tried to scare me, but failed to HA!

Hey people!

It's been a long time since i came here to blog, very very sorry!
Been very very busy, i took up another cca which is CHOIR!

Yeah choir =)
Fell in love with singing in a Chorus again.
The combination of everyone's unique voice into one is such a beauty.

People in Ngee Ann choir are really passionate about singing and they are very friendly and approachable too =)
So lucky to have such people, that motivates each other =))

I dare to say that Ngee Ann Poly Choir is so much better than Boon Lay Secondary School Choir( current ) like eventhough the amount of people in np choir is small compared to blss choir, but np choir sounds so much louder and nicer!

Though i am going to be busy with loads of stuff (dont think i could work anymore) im still going to do well in my school =))

The coming term, i believe is going to be so much more easier and nicer , so i am going to put full force into both studies and ccas.

Choir concert is coming up like this Sunday and family (strings) concert is coming up next month.I'll be busy practicing and trying my best XD So many concerts are coming up nowadays, so i'll be jamned pack busy!!

CHoir and music camp is coming too!Both of them CLASH!! AHH! Oh nO!!
But i've decided to go for music camp!
Cause i love the violin! =))

Haha anyways i wanna play a solo in one of the concerts in my three years, and really hope that i'll be able to!Moreover Frans motivated me (thanks dude!) So i'm eager for that day, where i am going to stand on the stage, alone, with the limelight on me, and start to play a piece.Everybody would give me a heart warming applause and cheers.I'll take my bow, and walk out of the stage and perhaps cry (tears of joy), cuz my dream came true.

Looking forward for it =DD

Ciaoz!
Sha

Day 1!
Today it’s my first day , we had this freaking long journey. We took the Train, it’s like not 2 hours, not 4 hours…Not even 6 hours!! BUT!! 7 hours!!! Haa serious! Actually, now it’s like I’m in the room with Jermaine, staring at my laptop screen, but NVM! I’m actually quite tired, but got to blog first! Of course, in Malaysia is like no Internet at all!!!I’m writing in the Words Document! I’m like damn happy with my family, cuz they are damn friendly and loving =))
Well first day was fun, got left behind, and ate fantastic food!!Yes Darn Nice!!Jermaine now is like laughing about Edward being a horticulturist! Ok we are lame! Yeah we know but we are having fun! Well gonna turn in soon, very sleepy, so won’t blog down my thought s much! Sorry? Hmm Like I said?( Jermaine wants me to blog this down!) Whatever!

So good night peeps!!
Ciaoz
Sha

Day 2

I slept only at twelve am. Why? Well because Jermaine was talking so much about Edward and so much about the minang culture! Tried to listen, but I think only heard 10% of it, most probably I was too tired. Sorry Jermaine! So getting back to today morning, woke up at 6 am and was greeted by Mak at around 7 am when we had our breakfast. Super yummy Nasi Goreng Kampong, which is fried rice, served with a tinge of ‘village-ness’
Next we were off to some museum, sat in the van for, what feels like years, but it was actually only 45 minutes. Got separated from my main group again, sat in the van with Keane, Dolly, Ms Kartini, Chong Kai and Kenneth. Had a jolly great time, chatting, crapping and not forgetting high school musical 2 on Keane’s Laptop.
Coming to a gentle halt, we reached the museum, which is actually an old Sultan’s palace. Actually it was hmm not so grand like ‘wow’ but fairly big. It was filled with minang ‘stuffs’ like clothing, bed and etc. So we had our fun, not forgetting the ‘noisy’ roof. Some said its bats, some say its rats but I say its birds! Well whatever. Moving on after our kind of interesting walk around the museum, we set off to place, where there is a waterfall. Well its somewhere deep inside, where Nancy Drew ( Kavitha ) and Hardy Boys ( Keane and Me ) went out to find the missing waterfall. Going through the thick evergreens and gushing waters kept us going. However! I shall not say anymore, because I’m not supposed to, maybe in my future updates? It is just a maybe!
Well going throughout the day, with not much things to eat outside. Well I mean there is but I didn’t eat anything at all, probably because of the Nancy Drew and Hardy Boys Adventure. Finally we came home after visiting some houses, Mak was worried. Like we were so sorry Mak! So we had our dinner and off we go to cycle to Balai Raya to like have some classes there. I am so into music so it’s kind of rare if I chose dancing. Well even though I use to be a mass dance i/c back in JJC, with lovely adorable Dance Partner, JASMINE!! (I MISS HER SO MUCH!!) So we had caklempong, which is a musical instrument, well a mixture of various Malay instruments. It was certainly cool, Keane and I were like trying to figure out what they are doing, but we managed to get the notes and beat right. We played the same instrument, so we got the same kind of notes and beat. Kind of off tune BUT we tried our BEST! Tiring yet fun =) The best thing is Keane and me are like going to write an article for the Straits Times! Hopefully! Miss Sandra! Look out for our article!
Well right now, I’m at my foster parent’s home. Darn tired and bored. Lying on the bed, thinking whether should I do any ambassador’s work or not. Well like they always say ‘follow your heart’ which I am going to. SLEEP! Yes! SLEEP! Wow I’m exhausted, 4 more days to go!

Ciaoz,
Sha

Day 3
CONFLICT SMARSHTICS!
To hell with those flickering thoughts
How should I know Smitsherty Mots!
Now I began this journey high
Must you come in and say ‘That’s Mine!’?

Well you might ponder how I had figured.
I couldn’t care less what secrets linger.
Deep in the grave lays sour Politics.
Well that’s what I feel about CONFLICT SMARSHTICS.

Today has been a great fruitful day, as in literally. Got Rambutans from Granny Zainab after interviewing her, later off we met Haji Hassan for another round of interview. It was cool, learned tons of things from the two interviewees.
However today highlight is was the conflict between different people in our trip. I certainly that it’s kind of dumb, but oh whatever like what I said, I couldn’t care less about it. Well he is the --- one. Feel kind of pissed off, but shall just forget about it. Moving on, we are going to have a traditional dinner, quite excited. Mak is going to cook some delicious food for us there! ( sorry Jermaine no sambal Belancan for you ) LOL. Whatever, Jermaine wants me to write down about the time we got lost today; well actually it’s kind of bad, we nearly entered into another state! Seriously! Luckily we asked some villagers there! Phew! Haa! Ok now like we are going to pump our bike’s tire so will continue blogging, when I return home from dinner!
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Woaahhh, dinner was fantastic and yummy! All of us wore super nice clothes, like traditional Malay clothes. Guys were like wearing sarong and girls were wearing baju kurong. Though we may look awkward, but hey, we think we look good and feel good!
Next we were off to the community hall for some theory lessons about adat , very poetic and I must admit- boring. However we learnt a lot of new stuff and of course new hot gossips, from my buddy Jermaine. Though to me it is kind of insignificant, but not for him. He was fearful and worried, but I gave him a motivational talk XD quite surprised I sounded so inspiring. Well got to help someone when they are in need right? Tonight was cool, tomorrow will be better =)
Good Night,
Sha


Day 4
Hey! Today was definitely fun, mean like river trekking is like out of this World! (However can’t be compared to the ‘Nancy and Hardy Boys Adventure’) Though river trekking was superbly fun, however I grew so paranoid after the trip. You know me and Paranoia are best of friends. I don’t get paranoid so easily, however when I do get paranoid, I really get paranoid, like big time. So I was darn paranoid, because of LEECHES! I was actually quite fine with it, UNTIL I got bitten by one! UNKNOWINGLY! SHOOT!! Yeah SHIT! Bleeding profusely!! Then when I’m back at home, I was so paranoid that I’ll be bitten by leeches at you know where. Thank God there is completely nothing, but you will never know how tough it was. XD

Well guess what, back at home we were invaded by a GIANT SPIDER! Really HUGE! LIKE THE SIZE OF YOUR PALM! IMAGINE! I admit I was FREAKING OUT!!!! Seriously! Enough of PARANOIA! Today Nancy and the Hardy Boys had wonderful adventure through the river. Damn fun into the forest and the missing slipper! Got a free sand scrub on my hand, I think everybody who was finding Nancy’s slipper did. Sadly Nancy’s slipper wasn’t there anymore. Missing slipper just like Cinderella, only that it’s not a glass slipper. XD

Today’s Dance class was exciting though we may have more interest in the Malay instruments; we still kept on trying to get the complex yet docile dance step right. Keane and I were like so into, what we call ‘dancing’ the best out of ourselves. Certainly we were like counting the beat and following the young little girls. Yet again Keane fell, he was injured, so he couldn’t really dance that well, but he did great. Kav said that it was his ‘falling day’. Kind of true, cuz he fell almost like hmm I think two, three times?
After our tiring yet fun dance class, all of us headed back to our homes. However on our way back, I was hit down. Yes. By Chong Kai’s Bike! Well it’s actually my fault; I was too focused on going home, that I that Chong Kai was there! Darn it, but we were laughing our heads off! Well tomorrow will be another round of adventure, though it is already going to be the fifth day! Man it’s like moving fast. Believing tomorrow would be a better day…
Good Night,
Sha


Day 5
More group discussion, however today is by far the most fruitful meeting! We are actually finishing our project J

Keann fell off his bike, like quite seriously, super sad, but he came back like half way thru handy craft class. Relieved that he was alright, heard from my foster brother that it was TERRIBLE. So I was kind of expecting horrific ripping of skin and loads of blood! Then again he is alright, thank God!

Not going to write much today, Soon Teck pissed me off big time. Not going to say it here, but I’m a kind of guy who crushes another person who pisses me off. That was what I did, shot Soon Teck with super painful words, that is enough to shut him up. Especially with the secret meetings, I personally think that it’s alright but why so sneaky and…Whatever. I had no choice but to go to class (dance) like an hour earlier due to Jermaine’s secret meeting. Well I’m his roommate, got no other choice but to follow…Whatever.
Signing out
Sha

Day 6
At least today, started out great. Today is like purely fun, like shopping and stuff! Darn happy. First we went off to nilai 3 which is like so filled with shops!! TEXTILE SHOPS! BORING!!!!! Like Malay clothes and furniture like sofas! So Keann and I was like, so bored, running around this huge place, spotting the same thing again and again. Boring! So we were like, ‘let’s go somewhere else’ and yes we did! Off we went to a nearby shopping centre, to like really shop! Bought good stuff, but did not really finish off my cash =(( Keann, Chong Kai and me was choosing things very carefully, like really looking out for stuff . Bought a pair of skull earrings for Hui Juan, though there are other people, but like I don’t have like so much cash on me. If I were to buy for everyone, it would be like ten to fifteen close friends? Which is like crazily a lot!

Keann fell again! Like seriously fell, darn badly. Bleeding like everywhere. Kartini was definitely angry, but Kav and me were like worried shit! Seriously, we were like ‘tissue! Are you OK?’ Told you that good friends care for each other. Though some people were caring there were of course some ass who like don’t care at all. Insensitive pile of shit. Well damn right, like aren’t you human? Oh yea you’re a pile of shit. SORRY! Krtini was like worried too though she was a bit pissed off, but she cared for him. Hopefully his wound would heal soon…

So whatever, we had our cultural night, darn fun! Kav was the bride and Xiao Long was the groom, which is kind of ‘cute’ but oh well, the main thing was the girls. As in the dancers! They kept looking at Keann, Blah! Damn right they were! Like really look damn long XD Poor Keann… Kav on the other hand was like totally exhausted after the whole ceremony, damn tired. Well I’ve got to pack my bags now, leaving tomorrow for Singapore in approximately 12 hours time. Man time flies… Hope that this friends that I know now, would like still be there in Singapore. As in yes they would but would they be there for you? You’ll never know, anyways I’m prepared for such things. Stuff like this often occurs, so ain’t going to take it too heavily. Missing my friends back in SINGAPORE!!! The BRAs!! Miss you GUYS!! Especially JASMINE!! I prefer mass dancing with you than Malay dancing!! XD
Signing out,
Sha.
Day 7
I’m too tired to blog, so yah home sweet home. =)

Zhe Yuan and Me!Stupid Shock BIMBO FACE!!LOLS!!!

Ciaoz

Sha

Freaking fun today =)
Met with the 'Msia guys and gurls' -Directly Quote From Justin.
Haha must not plagiarise, so i must state where i get it from. :)

Stop me from being lame please!

Well today was awesomely fun, met up with other students who are also going for the interesting Negeri Sembilan Trip.Made new friends, and met up with my new group members.
I feel that they are damn lovable and funny people like Justin, Edward, Jermaine, Gaya and Jing Ya.

Guess we will like be a very good group, weird sense of humour that only al of us understand XD And good team work that i believe will be growing stronger every single day :)
My heart is at rest, cuz i know that this group will be fabulous ;)

Tomorrow, will be ambasadors duty, from 9.30 to 5pm, it'll be very tiring but oh well i'm loving it =)
Stil need to read up so many things up about Negeri Sembilan, a pile of work XD
But again no choice but to be diligent and read it all up.

Guess i'm gonna keep a book when i go for the trip, and i'm going to publish it out in my blog when i return back to Singapore :)

Well till i play This Piano Again.
Ciaoz...
Sha

Koe-Fatal Frame 3

Tatoeba umi no soko de
Anata ga ikiteru no nara
Watashi wa nihon no ashi wo kitte
Sakana ni narou


Fukami e ochiru hodo ni
Anata ga chikazuku no nara
Hatenai yami wo samayou kage ni
Natte mo ii


Adeyaka ni tadayou watashi no kagerou
Kanawanai hibi ni oboreita dake
Anata wa inai
Wakatteiru
Wakatteiru

Noboru noboru taiyou ga
Watashi no basho wo jouka suru
Aoku kizamu kokuin wo
Nurui nurui kaze ga saratte yuku

Tatoeba kono kotoba ga
Anata ni todoku no naraba
Watashi no seitai wo toriagete
Sutetemo ii

Azayakana kizu wo nakushita ima wo
Nanimokamo ubau anata no ondo wo
Motometeita
Motometeita
Maboroshi demo

Kieru kieru nukumori ga
Watshi no basho wo tsurete yuku
Batsu wo nuguu sono ude ni
Dakare nagara nemuri ni tsukitai

Noboru noboru taiyou ga
Watashi no basho wo jouka suru
Batsu wo nuguu sono ude ni
Dakare nagara nemuritai
Kieru kieru nukumori ga
Watshi no basho wo tsurete yuku
Aoku kizamu kokuin wo
Nurui nurui kaze ga saratte yuku

Mushibande yuku kioku no hahen
Watashi wo fusagu PIASU ga tarinai
Warureteshimau boyakete shimau
Anata no koe ga zattou ni kieru
Mushibande yuku nukeochite yuku
Watashi wo fugasu PIASU ga tarinai
Atokata mo naku wasurete shimau
Anata no koe ga zattou ni naru


English Version

If you're still alive, under the sea,
I'll cut off both my legs and become a fish.

If you come close enough for me to fall into the depths,
I'll become a shadow, wandering the endless darkness.

Entrancingly drifting in the air, my shimmering haze,
I only remembered the days that weren't granted to us.
You're not here.I know that. I know that.

Rising, rising, the sunPurifies this place.
The seal carved in blue
Is stolen away by the warm, warm wind.

If these words ever reach you,
I'll take my living body and throw it away.

A present [as in "now" not "gift"] that has erased my vivid wounds -
Your warmth that steals everything -I longed for them,
I searched for themEven though they're illusions

Vanishing, vanishing, your warmth
Follows me to this place.
Your arms that could wipe away even punishment
-I want to sleep embracing them.

Rising, rising, the sunPurifies this place.
Your arms that could wipe away even punishment
-I want to sleep embracing them.

Vanishing, vanishing, your warmth
Follows me to this place.
The seal carved in blue
Is stolen away by the warm, warm wind.

The splinters of memories are rotting away.
The piercings that fill me aren't enough.
I'm forgetting - it's blurring -Your voice disappears in the noise.

They're rotting, they're shedding -
The piercings that fill me aren't enough.
Without leaving a trace - I'm forgetting -Your voice is becoming noise.


I love this song a lot, its from a game called Fatal Frame 3 =)
Damn nice song and cool meaning to it =D

Well i'm so glad that my best friend is still in contact with me =)
Thanks yuanarahx XD [don't too stress bahs]

Sirong was so funny today and adeline especially XD

'towel girl' thats adeline!

Haha she's gonna invent a new dress/towel that can be used both as a dress and towel XD

Haaaa!Well seing my friends who are going for Os now, they are madly stressed, like seriously stress out.Poor thing, but haa gotta cheer them up =))

Kinda bored now, cuz there is seriously nothing to do.
Hais...two months holiday, like wth..

So long...
maybe jus gonna do tutoring for Xingnan primary =))
New batch of PSLE students.
Ps: those interested, msg me ok? =)
Btw i'm doing it out of kindness, so not getting any pay from em. =/ =) =(

Lol well its so late at nite le, wanna play game, but too tired..

Well just came back =)
So gonna sleep now, tmr still meeting hui ching tmr.

ok guys nites ok? =)

Ciaoz
Sha

Finally Exams are finally over!

Got very happy when it was over, though the paper wasn't realy that wonderful XD

But i'm sure that i'm promoted to the next semester =))

Haha well hopefully its true =)

Haa I'm so bored at home, idah need to go for some grocery shopping and was bored as hell!
Me i'm broke, sians...no cash at the wrong week =X

Negeri Sembilan trip is coming soon, i wanna go but i dont wanna?
Hmm ok i'm weird..

Mom's going out with dad, i'm all alone at home..

Think i'm gonna like cheong the games!

Hahaha like shit rite i'm bored, but i'm broke like more bored..

I've got a workshop on like the 27th, 7 HOURS! FReaking Out! 10am to 5pm!
Then i've got this ambassadors duty on tuesday, 7 HOURS oso XDD 10am to 5.30pm!

Wahh so many things, so little money X( hahaha

Shit, think i'm staying home for the holidays, till i get my allowance again XD

Looking forward to go out with Jasmine =)
Planning to watch Hairspray!

Signin Out
Sha

Being Crazzzyy!

Yeah~~~~

I'm done with my POA paper!!!

Woots!Its actually quite easy( IF YOU STUDY )
But kinda like had to check through a couple of times to get the right answers for me =))

Well now must mug for MES(Mechanical Engineering System) Arghh!

So many contents to remeber, so many charts and drawings to recall!
However i should really try my best =)
So should you guys =DD
All the very best in the exams to come.

I am really glad that i shared my resources to my friends =))
Hope they will do well!

Anyways yesterday had a good chat with Jas :)
Its been a while since we chatted so long *eventhough it was only on msn*
But its great :))
I miss her so much, its been a long time since we danced together =)
I'll only have super FUN and JOY when i dance with the one and Only Jasmine =))

Miss you so much my Adorable Dancer~!


Then i saw that person, that girl, that twisties.
I thought she was already dead somewhere.
She's lucky that she's not being killed by that guy.
Well like they always say the truth will reveal itself.

Shes like a snake, madame black snake.
Twisting her words here and there.

Didnt realize that our class got quite a number of twisty killing twisties!

Here are the Three flavours of the twisties tat u musn't try though it sounds yummy!

**--__Spicy Tom Yam__--**
She may taste sweet at first, but once u start liking the sweetness,
her HOT and SPICY action comes into play!
Its hot and spicy action will kill you so fast that you didn't realize that you are dead!

**Not Recommended by**
Lydia and Jenn

**--__Blackity Choco__--**
Indulge yourself in this self-pitifying twisties.
Though it may look pathetic and a bit dull, cuz its all black,
But don't be fooled cuz u may not know what's really inside.
Remember curiousity killed the cat!So don't try it out!

**Not Recommended by**
The BRAs (Sha,Idah and Jace)

**--__ Chilli Padi __--**
The attractive reddish or greenish twisties looks very appetizing,
However wait till you bite it and crush it, cuz it'll
retaliate very violently towards you.Only for those
who noes how to eat this flavour.

**Not Recommended by**
Lynne(especially her),Jenn,Hong Yi and Raziff.

But i kinda ok with the last flavour, chilli padi, think she's ok =)
Different ppl have their own 'food' preferences Xp
Hahas well i've got to mug for my test ppl =))

All the best EVERYONE =))

Jiayous!

Signin Out
Sha

Labels: GOTT

Hey peeps!

Yesterday was awesome!!

Eventhough violin practice was only 4 person there =((

BUT!

Timothy is going to be our new instructor =))

He teaches great, challenges us to play like faster and faster =)

Not saying that Frans is not good, but timothy theres something in him, that motivates me to play well for class.

Yesterday we played minuet and he taught me how to do a trio!!!
DAMN COOL!!

Taught us to play the real speed and how to bow properly which is like woah...

Getting use to standing the whole entire time cuz he prefers teaching whilst standing.

The whole practice was GREAT!!

Then we had dinner together, Frans,Timothy,Teck Hui,Steve and me.

We went to KAP [King Albert's Park]

Timothy drove us there, damn cool.

We talked like super crap stuff, especially the tits thingy!!

LOL!!


Its damn lame lahs!!

Then we were off to home, timothy drove me to bukit batok and steve to bukit gombak.

when i reached home i was infected by stomach flu...damn sian...

Now toilet is like my best friend..

donoe should i go study today or not..

Sians..

signing out
Sha

How i miss the times when we were so carefree and crazy.Doing mad stuffs and havin the peak of our youth together.Zhe Yuan being one of my best friends for up to 3 years, we had so much fun together.We would like do very sillystuffs together and be there for each other.
Zhe Yuan is different from my other best friend, Desmond.Desmond encourages me and really will be there for me when i'm down.Zhe Yuan on the other hand, brings colour into my Life, making it vibrant and loud.
I respect him a lot, as he dares to be himself, which not all people accepts.He does not give in so easily, when other people teases him.He is true to himself and stand firm in what he believes.He is so full of laughter and usually he and I would make superbly crazy jokes.We would just sit there and just blabber out nonsense and laugh our Asses off!
He is no longer there due to some misunderstandings beween his family and me.I feel so sad cuz we were really what most people would say BFF[best friends forever].I mean his Family don't like e for some reason which i would not like to say out in this blog.The reason is very childish.Sometimes i feel as if our friendship just stopped and sinks into the waves of hardships.
Its just too sudden for me, such great friendship coming to a halt, is like being banged down by a car, only that you are not dead yet and the agonizing pain haunts you through out this mysterious journey-Life.
Some say just forget the times, but how to?He is my best friend for years, how am i just going to forget about the crazy times we had.At times memories, stains the heart, worst of all its not removable.
Guess i've just got to keep on with the journey without him.

A void,vacío,свободное пространство,vácuo,공허,空間,vuoto,Lücke,vide,leegte,空隙,
فراغ .

Signin out,
Sha

Ps. Zhe Yuan is still my best friend =)

Sometimes being a person who is excelling in like everyways is tough.

I mean excelling in
-Studies
-Social life
-Social Circle

Its tough, real tough.

Its not only about maintaining the standard or the Name that you have, its also about not letting down their hopes on yourself.


I find it very tough, they pin their hopes and their expectations so high on me, i feel stressed up.
It'll be like,

' this guy, he ust score an A for this this this module, this guy ill never fail me cuz he is a very good person, ths guy is like my brother always chering me on'

But once if i never meet to their expectations as a whatever, they throw me into the pit of GUILT.

Making me feling Guilty of why i'm not scoring well for that ertain test, like notmeeting up to their standard as a great friend and whatever more...

I mean in the first place, i feel honoured to have such praises and stuff, but to throw me into the pit of GUILT, is very hurtful.

I a Human Being, i have my own flaws, just like everyone do.I feel so condemned when they make me feel guilty[eventhough i know i've tried my best] but its how their coldness and how they look down on me and stuff, pierce my heart so painfully.

People set their high standards on me, as if i'm God,as if i could constantly meet to their needs and theirs wants.I have my own needs and wants too, so i'm really merely asking you guys to like not to have so high a standard and stuff on me, 'men will always let you down' remember?

I feel so judged when i did a minor mistake, like as if i just killed somebody and deserve to go to JAIL!Thats what i always fear about making very good friends, cuz they will have crazy standars on me, that they expect me to meet, i admit, i'm not up to that, yet.U don't expect a baby to jump and run all of a sudden right?So it needs time and really trust.

Trust?Why?Simple, let's say i didn't do up to your standard, there mus be a valid reason why right?So trust me that i'll do better the next time i o it, and trust me for the reason i give.Though it may be hard but TRUST is a powerful tool in a relationship with anyone, be it your friends or your loved ones.



Though i write this, is really to calm myself, the pressure all around me is going to break this earthern vessel. but i'm not breaking down because of such nonsense.

Ps:To all my very good friends, i still Love you guys =))

THE ROAD NOT TAKEN



Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood,
and I--I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

-Robert Frost

Couldnt Believe it!
This My 100th POST!!
Wooots!!

Haha so i signed up for another round of DATA VERIFICATION DUTY with the ambassadors AGAIN!

WHY??

"Because you're worth it,Clean double shine lipgloss from MAYBELINE Bring the inner Woman in you."

OK IM BEING LAME!

Haha let me take u, hmm a few days back when i did the duty.
4 August 2007

Ok i was there to make phone calls to some blur SECONDARY SCHOOL students who most OBVIOUSLY forgot CRUCIAL DETAILS when they signed up for RED CAMP 4 *wooos*

For example
a)They forgot to give their NRIC No. [how in the world are we gonna sign u up?]
b)They forgot to put their postal code![how smart, they got the address but not the postal code]
c)They forgot to tell us their email address [Hmm then how are going to send u updates?]

So i was like thinking that it'll be WHAM-BAM Fast, but God noes BEST, when you have three other SENIORS in the ambassadors ROOM, boy you know it'll be spelled as CRAZINESS!!

SERIOUSLY!!

So i'm supposed to give the standard way of greeting,

"Hi i'm Sha from Ngee Ann Poly, i understand that you have signed up for the RED CAMP 4*woos* HOWEVER you forgot some details about yourself, so can i have a quick check with you?"[[Something like this]]

So i was READY TO GO MAN!!

Im gonna tell you some of the significant ones from the whole lot of em'

FIRST CALL

Me:Hello i'm Sha from Ngee Ann Poly, may i speak to dadada?

Dadada:Huh shi me?

ME:Hello i'm Sha from Ngee Ann Poly, may i speak to dadada?

Dadada:Hello?Shuo Shi me?

Me:I'm SHA FROM NGEE ANN POLY,may i speak to Dadada?

Dadada: Oh, ya?

SECOND PHONE CALL

Me:Hello i'm Sha from Ngee Ann Poly, may i speak to dadua?

Girl:Yea, who is this?

Me:Sha from Ngee Ann Poly

Girl whispers "eh its Ngee Ann poly, not ur Ex"

The Real Girl:Er ya?

Me:Yea you forgot to tel us your email.

The Real Girl:Oh its like i dun have any like new email, like you know. *BIMBOTIC TONE*

Me:Hmm ok [[then how in the world am i gonna end u the freaking email girl!]] i guess we have no other choice but to send you by snail mail.

Third Call

Me:Hello i'm Sha from Ngee Ann Poly, may i speak to dasa?

Dasa:*whisper*sorry im having class now.

Fourth Call

Me:Hello i'm Sha from Ngee Ann Poly, may i speak to daga?

Daga:Oh ok, ya?

Me:Well you have not tell us your email add.

Daga:So you want it now?

Me:[[Nahh Next Year,when christmas comes...DAMN RIGHT I NEED IT NOW XD]] ya now :)

Daga:My email is busy body number 1

Shoot when i heard that!
WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING AND I CANT STOP LAUGHING!!!!!


Calming down...

Me:He he hello, ya....one more..

Daga:Who is this?Is this a joke?

Me:No no, one more question, are you a...ver ve ve..LAUGHS!!!!

Me:Sorry sorry, i mean are you a Vegetarian.

SHOOT THIS WAS LIKE FREAKING LAUGHING TIME FOR ALL OF US!!


FIFTH CALL

Me:Hello i'm Sha from Ngee Ann Poly, may i speak to dadsa?

dadsa:Er ya?

Me:ya i wanna clear out some things with you...bla bla bla ending..

dadsa:So do you mean i made it?As in i got a place in RED CAMP 4 *wooos*

Me:Er ya[DUH]

dadsa:Oh really? [she mus be like jumping on her bed] wow.

I mean like all these funy callers gotta have a life man XD

But it really made all of us laughed!



Haha well its 2.37 am in the morning NOW and im not sleeping, Y?

"Because you're worth it,new marron black mascara with triple protein mixtures that extend ur eye lashes not by 50% but by 80%.New from Maybeline, because you're worth it" ;)

LOL IM BEING LAME AGAIN!

Guess i'll be off to lala land soon =) so gooooood nites/morning!

Happy Birthday to you~~
Happy Birthday to you~~
Happy Birthday to Singapore!!~~
Happy Birthday to you~~!

Haha yea yea its finally NATIONAL DAY, im not that kinda patriotic Singaporean, with flags hung at very empty spot i can see, but come on, its a public HOLIDAY!Thats what i get excited about! XD

So enjoy the 'holidays' peeps.
Those who plans to rot at home, make sure u rot till you die =X

VEGETARIAN!
out!

Huh?

Exams are coming!!!and i need CHINA WINE!!!


Arhhh!!

I need CHINA WINE to calm my soul man!!


Drunken Violinist XD

Like i promised, here are the uploaded pics!!Haha enjoy!!




CHERYL POTTER?Looks like Cheryl Loves Mr Hairy!LOL!!
HAha Homer popcorn!!
Homer: All they ask for,is for us to memorise their names!
After The Simpsons!!Stretching!!
Man its empty!!

Its Meily Lohan,Joyra Banks and Cheryline Monroe,Taking their 'high end' photoshoot on the floor.XD
Anyways they were super afraid to watch 'alone'..hmm y ah?LOL!
Its Janomi Campbell and Cheryline Monroe.*Monroe forgot to bring her mole for photoshoot*
OMG ITS JANOMI CAMPBELL AND JOYRA BANKS!!
I want FIERCE not HAPPY!

Janomi and cheryline enjoys wiping things with cheap tissues!






























*from left to right* Grace Witherspoon, Aniz Theron, Meily Lohan and Janomi Campbell.






Haha man finally got the diva-licious pics up!



Signin Out!

sHa

Crap...want upload the pics, as promised but hais hais hais dunoe y cannot...

Looks like my group is like too efficient XD

Cuz its like next week pass up project then can get bonus marks(becuz it'l be considered early) but our group send in like a week b4 the bonus week!LoLoL!!

Hahas atleast we have our own sweet time to do =))




Ciaoz~~
sHA

Yohooo!

Today was freaking FUN!!!

Like SERIOUSLY *Bimbotic Tone*

Haaaa~~~~~ DAMN FUN!!!

Had dinner with AMBASSADORS BABY~~!!
Lol yea it was super fun!

So i reached plaza sing like at 7pm , they say meet at Mac, so i was like "where in the world is Mac anyways??" Haha cuz its LIKE MY SECOND TIME to plaza sing!

SERIOUSLY~~!!

So waited and waited, mseged cheryl and she wants to slap me!!Ooops!LoL haha she wanna slap anybody she sees, so its normal. =X

Lol so i waited at mac *finally found it* No one was there, so kept on waiting and waiting.Called aniszah, said she would reach soon, and sure enough she did, with Grace.So we waited and waited...nobody came!

Called Cheryl, she was like 'where are u?we are outside plaza sing" So we like walked to the top floor to see our LEADER CHERYL HOON!!

Lol hahas and our PRESIDENT JOYCE PEH!!

Not FOrgetting our ASSISTANT LEADERS JIN HUI AND HUI MEI!

Hahas so we went to SWENSENS FOR DINNER!!

Had an awesome time, when Jason and shermaine reached and Kenny too!

Jason and Cheryl was like 'cat fight-ing' like BIMBOs!

Freakingly Serious!

Lol they were like SUPER DUPER CUTE!!

Once the camera wanna shoot em, they immediately, or shall i say INSTANTLY POSED!
DIVA in the making or shall rephrase DIVAs IN ACTION!
DIVA-LICIOUS!

Shall give cheryl and jason some DIVA NAMES!

Cheryline MonRoe!! *Diva all around!*

Janomi Campbell!! *Diva Baby!*

Hahaha then after our scrumptious Dinner, off we went for MOVIES!!!!!!!!!!!

Janomi gotta rush to some high end photo shoots, grace and shermaine gotta go too xD

So left only the the 7 of us!

Cheryline and her other three diva babies, hui mei and joyce watched 'ALONE',which is a freaking SCARY MOVIE!!!REAL SCARY!

The rest of us went for THE SIMPSONS MOVIE!!!WOOOTS!!

SUPER NICE!!

DIE DIE DIE MUS WATCH!!

Its like every second is like another JOKE!!
funny LAHS!!!!


I think im ending here, cuz my eyes are shutting soon =P

Hahas So Nites or morning who cares!
Like Whatever!
Sleeping Now
Ciaoz
sHa

*wiill post the pics up soon*

Woah today ther is like no sch at all =)) great!

So will be giving tuition and other stuffs to my friend later, followed by going PLAZA SING!!!!

Yeah Plaza Sing Baby!
Haha can't wait =))


Dinner with Ambassadors later =))
And a movie with them too =)

Yea~~

Probably wil be taking pics everywhere too later =D

So die die must charge HP!! **important**

Haha so far Life has been REALLY GREAT!!
LIKE FREAKING SERIOUSLY!!
However exams are always there to destroy the feeling =((

Haha man im still at home, going to meet Hui Juan later!
Hahas passing me some books later on.
Should i take cab or bus?
Maybe i shoud take cab =D

Bored bored~~

Will be doing POA later too =)) Damn excited!!
So going to study for it and NOT slacking!! =D

Hahas Yea Yea Life is Great!Embrace Life and Love Life =))

Mr Sim said that he was going to visit our blogs but, didnt like see him anywhere at all =(
*mr sim if ur reading this, better TAG!*

Lol i mean the feeling of a teacher reading my blog feels hmm somehow fun? A man is a weird creature, especially me XD *just kidding!DurH~~!*

Projects are all done, finally we could say PROJECT FREE~~

Did Great in my CATS presentation!
Like all my efforts and nonsense put in made a BIG DIFFERENCE.
Best of all its an individual presentation, so i dont really need to like care about other probs like communication error or whatsoever.

Yea i shall say it again Life is Going Great~~

..::..Bhavy Notter and The Chamber Of Pascal..::..

"Ghhiigg" Bhavy opened the door to the Melevolent Chamber of Pascal.

"Euhh..euhh"

"Who's there!!??" Bhavy screamed.

"euhh..." there it goes again.

Bhavy couldn't not see at all,it was total pitch black.Thinking through in her mind, what her teacher in Bhogwartz has taught her.In a flash a spell came to her mind, she wasn't called Bhavy Notter for nothing,she is the top student in her school of wizardry, the well-reputated School Of Bhogwartz.

"BhavnoLighta!" She called out, soon a light streamed out from her magical spatula.

There,right infront of her, was Rajnelmort!Ugly distorted monster face stared at her, with his piercing hazel eyes straight into Bhavy's vulnerable eyes.Rajnelmort pushed her down with his strong arms and casted a spell that causes the door behind her to be locked.

She was trapped-inside the four walls of the Chamber of Pascal.She took out her spatula and shouted "Lengadia Paratha!"

Rajnelmort started to levitate and soon he was thrown against the wall."Where's nantimoine?Hand her to me!!"

"Never!!"Roaring,Rajnelmort got up to his beastly feet and charged towards Bhavy Notter.

"Exbhavto Murtabak!!" A glaring flash of light beamed out from her spatula, killing Rajnelmort slowly.

"Arghhh!!!"Rajnelmort moaned in agony.
Rajnelmort shouted"Bhavani thosai!!"
A giant thosai flew out from nowhere and flew towards Bhavy!

"Bhavy squat!!" Her three teachers came, Prof.Idadonal ,Prof Jacentos and Prof.Sharapova.

"Currianto Briyannita!" Three of them chorused and waved their spatulas towards Rajnelmort!

A ray of brilliant light burned Rajnelmort causing the ugly beast to moan an groan.


Soon they managed to find Nantimoine hidden under a table, terrified and traumatised.

**Catch more of Bhavy's adventure in the newest series "Bhavy Notter and The Prisoner Of Masalah!"**

Hahas okays this story is like freaking impromtu XP
Cuz like my friends has this crazy idea to put bhavani into harry potter context!
So haha yea nothing to do so blog luh!

Ciaoz
sHa

THE BARAs TURNED GEISHAS!!! =X
Yea, we ponned lecture to have some FUN!!XD
BHAVANI GOT BEYONCE'S HAIR!!

Wahhs =))
*She's angry!!* =X
Loads of other NEOPRINTS!!

King and Queens =))

If u look at my eye properly, its actually blue =))

Actually cut my hair =)

Was quite contented with my hair =)

Its nice =))

Hehe indeed today was realy a great time together with em =)
Actually today was like suppose to be HOMEWORK REVISE DAY, but haha nah wasn't in the mood for study and stuff...moreover i've done my part in projecs =)

Haha so Happy!!

Ciaoz!

The Violinist is Alive...

The Violinist is NO where near SILENCE...

The Violinist plunges himself into the REALM OF SERENITY ...



Ciaoz, i'm doing GREAT without YOU,in fact i'm doing BETTER..
sHa..

The Violinist is trapped in between the two semi quavers in his Music.
Each time he plays a note,it turns out wrong.The Violin seems alright and tuned.
Why is this happening?The Violinist, feels like falling into a pit of silence.Silence thats what the Violinist needs.

Sostenuto or Staccato, is it going to make a difference in his Music?When Silence seems to habour around him all the time?Questions rushing towards his Mind, "Sforzando?Andante?Adagio?" How would he know?

Maybe Silence IS a blessing in disguise.It brings him away from the merciless World, that destroys whatever that is good and feeds,whatever that is wrong.However is the Violinist going to just remain stagnant?

The Violinist is known for his Love for Challenges and the Love to Help others in need.The Violinist yearns to STEP OUT of this CRAZINESS...He yearns to play his Songs with SPIRITO and MAESTOSO...

Soon the Violinist will return, with better COMPOSITION...

Yea The Violinist Is Back For Another Concert =)

Hahas life has been going great actually, but sch is like 'never ending' Projects!!

I feel so exhausted and tired XD

I Lost Track of all my Projects and stuff...

Bored trying to have an organiser but im not following..
so what's the point rite?

Hahas sliping back into my past again, somehow my recent relationship, grips me from breaking free from this nonsense..

However hard i try il always be pulled into the realm again..


friends are always there for me though =))
Eventhough they don't noe about it, they will always make me smile and somehow, forget about the thing momentarily..
FRIENDS are important in One's Life.
Not FRIEND, BUT FRIENDS =))

Hahas the BARA[S] ROCKS AS ALWAYS =))

Hahas damn cool lah we all =))

Hehes of course the BARA[S] is HERE TO STAY =)


Hahas btw im now in the library, not alone but with BHAVANI!!
Lols she is like super funny lahs!
Playing hide and seek with this GUY[ as in LITERALLY HIDING FROM HIM]
So its like i always play tricks on her XD

"Bhavani!!"
Then she will panic like CRAZZZZYYY!!!
Her Face changes LIKE RAPIDLY!!

Hahahaha!!

Maybe ONE day, ALL THE BARA[S] SHUD LIKE STAY IN THE LIBRARY TO CRAP TILL SUCH LATE HOURS!! XD

Haha bye bye peeps!!

Gotta go, or il be locked like in the library!!

Btw tonight will be different, i noe it will be..Let's see how it goes...

Bless Me Oh God!XD

CiaoX
sHa

Its really been a really long time since i blogged.
Haha miss the times where i would like get overly excited to blog.
Hahaz exams are like all over and projects are like everywhere!
Its like OMG SO MANY THINGS TO DO!!!

If i have the time to blog again, i would, like now [which is the time to study, but i don't feel like it XD] Feeling so tired and sleeping so late everyday..haix its tiring, well tmr i believe would be better cuz iv got no school tmr!!!YESH!!!

Btc project is like sooo boring and btc is so so so boring too..haix haix...
Mrs chui is like, so freaking sian luh her lesson, guess BTC i've got to like study myself now =(

Life is Getting Better though my past would still haunt me sometimes, but i guees i coundn't like just stay stagnant..Gotta move on..

Violin classes are gettin super great!!Minuet, thats the song we are learning now =P Super nice and quite tough for beginners like us.Its a Grade 3 song hence its a big challenge for us to learn that.Frans was like telling us all to be proud of our self cuz its like a quite tough song for us beginners.Moreover its like our third class that we had together, and now we are like learning a grad 3 song XD Feel so happy and proud of myself =))

Hahas sometimes i feel so tired and just fed up with the old same things going through in my life right now, like its boring and dry...What i can say is that i tried my best...

Ciaoz
Sha

Wahs yesterday went to Xing Nan Primary for Dinner =)
SUPER NICE FOOD!!!!!
REALLY SUPER NICE!!!
No Kidding!!

Its really WORTH GOING!!!!

Yummy-licious Food!

moreover i received a token of appreciation "Friends Of Xing Nan"
The Most FUNNIEST PART IS THAT, i went up to stage and annouced my name "Muhammad Shaleihin!!" I WAS LIKE WTH!!!!!

However the comment was very nice =)

"muhammad shaleihn, helped our PSLE students last year by volunteering himself to teach the students in their studies.He put aside his 'o' level and made time for the students in need in Xing Nan" Wahs i felt so Wei Da lah XD

Before all this great fod and things came, earlier i haix...

My shoe soleS came out!!!!

I WAS LIKE SUPER FREAKING OUT LAHS!!

But hey when i plucked both sides out, it looks much more nicer!!XD
Damn cool XD


Ok back to prize giving , so down the stage i go with my 'new' shoes XD
suddenly i hear this person SHOUTING FREAKING LOUDLY MY NAME!!
I was like "WTH" and turned.Guess who i saw!!

WILLIE!!!!


MY SUPER BUDDY!!!!

SO LONG NEVER SEE EACH OTHER LE!!!MAN WE STRAIGHT AWAY like HUGGED MAN!
he is really a close brother to me lahs!!So long never see each other, cuz we fought and quarreled previously.Yesterday was certainly a good reunion of buddies =)

So after the whole dinner [btw beata was there with willie too] we went to the park to have a great chat and cathing up with each others life =)

COOL!

SUPER COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAHS SO COOL!!!MISS THE TIMES WE STUDIED TOGETHER =)


then TODAY HAIS MUS CHEONG AL MY PROJECTS AND ASSIGNMENTS LE!!!

Cioaz

ITS MOM WITH SUPER STRAIGHT HAIR!!!!!

FAT FILES?ARE THEY LIKE OVERWEIGHT?

I don't know...

Whenever i listen to stefanie Sun's tears turn into a poem...

I wanna cry...

But its just hurtful...

Im over the relationship...but im still traumatised by it...

Its a deep relationship..
I wanna let it go...i mean i let it go...
However the scar is still there..
The hurt is too deep..
It needs a long time for it to be fully recovered...

Behind my smile, is a broken hearted person..
That person is me..


Signin out
sha..

Today eventhough it started rough and heart-breaking..


ZHE YUAN!!!!
Nvr FAILS to CHEER ME UP!!

I was very depressed and sad..but kept a smile on, not wanting to spoil our lunch/dinner.
Actually wanted to go to banquet for dinner, but Zhe Yuan wanted Ichiban Sushi!!

I was like "i only have three bucks XD"
He didn't say anything and jus entered ichiban =(
So he ordered his food, loads of it..
Two bowls of chicken Don.
Like A LOT!!

Then when the waiter came, he directed one of the don [teriyaki chicken don] to me =)))
Hahas SOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPPPPPPYYYY!!!!!
Soon we started talking CRAP!!
Like we always do!

Talk CRAP and MORE CRAP!!
Hahas laughed like no-one's freaking business!!
SERIOUSLY WE DON'T CARE AT ALL!!
LAUGHED AND LAUGHED!!
Food WAS FABULOUS!!SUPER NICE AND SPLENDID!!


I still remember!!
I took the tamago maki and dip into the mixture of soy sauce and wasabe!
Didn't realize that there was actually a big lump of wasabe below the MAKI![ and ZHE YUAN saw it, BUT KEPT QUITE!!! X( ]
So took a big big bite, ZHE YUAN smiled.. iwas like "what?"

AND SOON WASABE CAME AND DID SOME ACTION INTO MY MOUTH!!

SHOOT IT WAS FREAKING HOT!!!
STUPID ZHE YUAN!!! >X-/





LOoKie!Its Gari, Wasabe and Friends! This is where Tempura ice-cream used to be, now its in our tummies=)

I've already turned my tears into roses..
My tear have already turned into rains..recycled..
I forgot to notice wheter the sky is black or grey...

When we break up,who got hurt[the most]?Who beautifies it?
I have my tears written into a poem...

I'll Let u recall again..
The words don't make people drunk..
But people get drunk themsleves..
Because the memories are always beautiful...


Leave me alone...
Don't come near me anymore...
Don't embrace me anymore..
For what done is done...

It is Over..

Results coming soon!!!

Yeah im damn excited for my result..except autocad XD

Really REALLY hope i cud be top in class!!

Like who doesn't!!????

Hahas enough of results and stuff =)


Life has been going great =) SERIOUS!!

Like great!!

Eventhough at times,i feel that its bad and dry, but hey, i looked up and moved on!
I really THANK GOD for His gift for me, to like able to overcome problems after problems.I mean like problems are there to MAKE us or BREAK us.Every problem that comes in my way its like a stepping stone for me to ENTER into the other LEVEL =))

A new term is starting and DEFINITELY MORE DRAMA-MAMA from 1A01!! Friends this and that, Derek this and that HAIX!!so many nonsense, but its damn interesting!!

All that is like hmm, my own channel 5 in school?Hahas cuz its like all the juicy gossip and stuff.DRAMAS ESPECIALLY is GETTING MORE COMPLICATED AND EXCITING!!Hahas seriously its true!Not KIDDING!



I'm sure my school life is so much more better than all the other dramas in the telly XD sooo predictable XD but my life is sooo unpredictable!!Hahas DAMN COOL!!


Waiting for school to start!Damn Excited cuz it wud be the time where my blog wud start to FLOW IN with A WHOLE LOT OF ENTRIES XD

Hahas XD


Signin Out!
sHa!!

Yeah JJC camp still rocks out of all, but this AMBADS CAMP, NOT BAD LEHS =)


..::.. CAMP DAY 1 ..::..

Reached school like damn early, to like hand up my application form for my vacation assignment to negeri sembilan(CATS).Went to the IS building but guess what, its not even open yet!
Like wth, so i just head down to wait for Johnathan to arrive.

Soon he arrived, headed to our respective group with our HUGE NOOB bags XD
Seriously HUGE AND NOOB!!

Who cares!
We just wanna like COMPLETE the camp and enjoy it to the FULLEST!


Group 2, THE BEST GROUP EVER!

My group Leaders, Jinhui and Hui Mei are SUPERB people!!
They really guided us throughout the whole camp, including other SUPERB SENIORS!!
The very first person i met was actually Jason =)
Damn Himbo lahs!!
Damn CRAP oso XD( As in like damn CRAPPY FUNNY )

Our group quickly rose up during the first day as the Bim-Him Bo GROUP!
SUPER FUNNY AND FABULOUS MAN!

Like everytime we were like called, we will go, "like watever"!
Damn funny lahs!
The rest would go "ANYTHING!"

Hees!

Soon i got to know more of my group much better through the night's "amazing race".
TRULY WAS DAMN FUN!
Cuz our group, i believe is the only group that really went through the whole game!As in like we would really lie down or roll on top of super gross stuffs!
We were seriously bonded during amazing race, however we were very sad, that we didn't made as much points as the other teams, eventhough we put loads of effort (i believe every single effort we had) into every game!

But oh well, at least we were bonded as one =)
During the night we were like chatting and stuff, Xiao Yuan was so funny, cuz she kept laughing at me!Cuz i was finding my perfect sleeping posture!LOL!

..::.. CAMP DAY 2 ..::..

We were all charged up and ready to go!
Hahas, but in the morning we've got this very interesting course =)
Caled tetramap =)
I'm FIRE WOO HOOOs!( you won't understand it) Haas XD

So after the four, fun but a bit aganising hours, off we go for our different activities =)

We had PT( personalised Tours) however this time round, we are the tour guides XD
My group( another group speciall for PT) kinda got lost XD like LOST!
Hahas supose to go Soe but we like went to GREEN MALL XD hahas!
Moreover it was "raining" so no choice mus die die die walk under shelter! XD

Hees but we stil got there lehs XD Buahahahaa!

Next was like discussion for the group performance =)
We scrap our previous plan, and revamp the whole skit =))

To a super FUNNY AND COOL SKIT!!

It was like a news report about like NP =)
I became "KIASU FATHER" Hees!

After a tiring but interesting discussion, we were now off to RE-VAMP ourselves!
To become as cool and as handsome/pretty as we can be =)

We thought we would like head for the swimming complex, however we went to ALUMNI to have a mini Prom night =)

Everything was fun, food was great...Until they played a game, that TOTALY SHOT OUR MORALE DOWN!

We've got ot collect like different items,( our group was desperate for points! ) We came in first, but!They've got a twist! "first is considered last and last is first!)

WE WERE LIKE WTH!!!!

SUPER STUPID AND SUPER UNFAIR!

I MEAN LIKE WE GOT SOOOO EXCITED FOR NOTHING!

But haix..oh well....

Enough of that mini prom night, anyway it was "one night only"


..::.. CAMP DAY 3..::..

We were all excited for the play, we seriously ROCK!!
We rehearsed like a couple of times before the real thing, and hell yeah was it worthwhile!
WE DAMN OWN THE WHOLE SKIT LAHS!

Heeez!!

"The best group skit goes to, BIMBO GROUP !!!!!!"
I was personaly confused, cuz like by then, everyone was a bimbo XD
So we got a bit of lag time lols!

But seriously DAMN FREAKING HAPPY THAT WE MADE IT FINALLY!!

Cheryl was like, "its us its us!"

Haas!

The camp was seriously great!Definitely memorable and fun =))
My team mates is the coolest out of all, and i LOVE THEM A LOT! Hahas they truly cooperated with me( group leader mahs hehee XD) and really this is the best group ever XD better than OG 30(JJC)..

I LOVE EM!!!

But thorughout the whole three days, i kept looking up at the stars( like after bathing, got time mahs...wait for the girls) and kept thinking of the person...Like every single second, the person is always on my mind =) Thinking about the time we spent together at the park...


LOve u always =)

Siginin out
sha

12th JUNE!! Was very tiring!!!!!


Hahs i went to school for the negeri sembilan trip in the morning!
Kinda slept in the bus XD
The briefing was fine and funny =))

Ms Zarina never fails to make us laugh!

So next was off to Jace's house!
Boy his house is like damn big...which is kinda of a disadvantage!!

Hahas we are suppose to draw the floor plan of the house( like use our bare hands to draw!) can't use autocad..WTH!!

When i looked at the real floorplan(provided by his dad) it was like OMG!!!
So many things to DRAW!!!

Like CRAZY!!

So we took turns drawing =)

One of us would be playing the piano, the other one would be drawing XD

And shoot!It was like super crazy a lot!Still need to draw pipelines!

So we decided to like just do it another time( but we were done with the floor plan) and decided to play our lappies Xp

Jace was like freaking childish!PLayed PoKemon Gold on his lappie! XP
OMG lahs!
Still got the stupid music!(pokemon centre music!)It is still haunting me!!

So done with the project, off i go to school again for Np strings!

Damn tired by then XD

Met Teck Hui, we had our early dinner like super rush!

Cuz we are suppose to meet them at 5 pm, and we met at 4 plus =X

We rushed our fod like siao..then when we reached there, they decided to start at...7 PM!!!! WTH!!!!


So NVM...We watch ANIME!woo hoos damn funny and cool XD

So when the real rehearsal start,we need to like move chairs and stuffs( backstage crew mahs )

So was very very tiring, especially when some of the seniors are so snobbish..Idiotic people lahs...especially some of them who are like playin solos and stuff...Only Yong Kang and a other guy said thank You..The rest were like...smile smile smile, see backstage people "excuse me" and just walk..like AS IF YOU GUYS ARE DAMN PROFESSIONAL PLAYERS!!??

PLEASE HUMBLE YOURSELF!!


It ended like 10.30pm!Damn late lahs...

Teck hui, albert and me oushed the damn freaking heavy trolley up and down the hills of ngee ann!And i feel like 10kg lighter! Cuz its was really damn tough lahs!

Hmm nvm persevere...=))

Haiz thats all le bahs needa go and do something else =)

FRIDAY WAS SUPERB GREAT FUN!!!!!!!!!!



It was a Best Friend and outing for us (except Des wasn't there)...Truly it was EXTRAODINARY!!!!!!!

Damn cool and fun!

The three of us hanging out!! XD

Its been a freaking long time since i had a good chat with Elwin, and bloody hell, did we enjoyed FRIDAY!


We chose to eat at SAKURA JAP restaurant!
SUPER NICE!!

So it was a buffet, and freakin hell, we ate like never before( at least Zhe Yuan and Me was).We took like mountains of FOOD!!
Ranging from simple sashimi to big yummy chicken chop!It was fun, as in like, i am not used to buffet manners, so its like Zhe Yuan kept scolding me XD Haas!!

We ate yummy chicken chop, ice cream, sushis, sashimis, shark fin soup, other yummy food at only at a die die die mus buy price!! $20!!!

It was sooo cheap!!
I swear we ate more than $20 worth of food, probably each person at around 50-70 dollars worth of food!!
Super bloated lahs after that!!

Elwin was the first one to K.O XD
Followed by me then zhe yuan XP

Next was KBOX!!
Wooo hoooos...
We sneaked food out of Sakura's!Hees Damn sneaky ah we all( Zhe yuan and Me xD)
We took loads of desserts out of the place, for KBOX mahs.So wont get too hungry!
So firstly we took, the kind of puddings in containers, followed by some kind of strawberry ice cream( strawberry, stuffed with ice cream) and OREO CAKES!!!( small slices lahs!)

So off we went to KBOX!!!
HEEES!!!!

DAMN COOOLLL!!

We sang like super a lot of songs ahh!
Until we kinda got bored, donoe what to sing! hahas...The song list was like majority Stefanie Sun,Jay Chou and Wang Lee Hom =))

Damn funny lahs sing like mad!
Elwin Went OFF TUNE!!After singing like two to three damn high pitch songs!(jay chou lahs)

Man he was screaming his head off!!
Then i was like singing Ni guang!!
Woo hoots damn cool lahs, sing until so nice xD(self-praise)

Sang Love just ain't enough, and i seriously think that the lyrics impacted EL like greatly XD oops didn't realize it until i started singing..And he was like *blank *

Hahas sorry bro!

Lols tmr he is going LIKE ITALY!!!!!
DAMN COOOOL!!!
Hahas prating that he would have a SAFE journey there and back here =)

hahas damn tired now..
tmr still got AMBASSADOR!!
Wahs wanna sleep le nites!xD

Three exams are down..two more to go!


I'm left with Building Technology and Mechanical engineering system.
Both are content base kind of papers..soon i'll be stuffing loads of informations into the brain of mine!

So many to memorise but sooo little time!
Gotta MUG MUG MUG!!

Kind of realised that studying is like a part of my daily routine now.Again time flies when we immerse ourself into books, hungry for knowledge.Little that we realize that we had spent hours staring into that piece of paper!Yet we often are amazed on the number of hours we managed to study.

However studying for long hours, does not necessarily mean that we are going to score wonderfully..Most of time, we are satisfied on how long we sat on the chair, studying.That shall not be the case, we should be satisfied on how well we understand that certain topic.Often test yourself and observe whether are you really good in that topic.

Sometimes we just get tired and gear ourself to do anything except to study.Well i must admit, i frequently do that, however i would use that as my break.For example watching funy videos and just shutting my tired eyes.Followed by studying again, it is actually a good way to balance your study time.Well firstly I did not force myself all the way memorising, i take breaks and fully utilised my breaks to anything except studying.Finally i discipline myself to gear my way back to studying again.Its tough in the beginning, but now its knd of a normal routine for me.

Today's test (principle's of accounting) was TERRIFIC.Yes absolutely TERRIFIC.I managed to do every single question and get the correct answers.I even managed to follow the timing that my teacher taught us.I kept up with the time and completed at 45 mins =)

Certainly a happy day for me,however i've got to run back into my notes and books!Tomorrow is another round of test.Wish me All The Best =)

Cioax
sHa

AUTOCAD!!!

My favourite SUBJECT/MODULE....

But today was the test..and bad news..i didn't mAnage to complete it.. ='/

It was very tough..

Like everyone didn't manage to finish too..=((

Very sad lahs...

My Fav SUB ehs...

='/

Nvm ONE DOWN AND $ MORE GREAT ONES TO GO!!

GONNA DO GREAT!!!
YEAHHHH~~~!!!!

XD
WATCH OUT!!!

Rendezvous!

That is the group of my btc LcL and Integrated Project Group name XD

I love my group that we have =)

Roxanne,Yong Shin,Jorvin and Me =)

**POKEdex**

*Point PoKedex to Roxanne*

Beep~~
Roxanne a smart and quiet Pokemon.Only would talk a lot to the one she knows well.Special attack; Research and Meditate.

*Point PoKedex to Yong Shin*
Yong Shin, an evolved form of Yoshi from Super Mario.A very giggly and shy PoKemon.A very Rare PoKemon..more information is yet to be found of this Pokemon.Special attack; MSN and Giggle Blast.

*Point PoKedex to Jorvin*
Jorvin a noble and loyal Pokemon.A Perfectionist and protective Pokemon.Special attack; Perfecto-ism and Tummy Defend.

*Point Pokedex to me*
Me, a very smart and extremely rare pokemon!(BLEAH XP) Special attack; Distintion-ism and Blast!

Hahas lolx very lame i noe(esp. mine SLOL) but its creative XD SLOL..Haa self-praise xD

So happy lahs this week...Got POA RESULTS....2nd in CLASS!!
Woo hoos!!
91/100!!!

So happy lahs!!!!!

Smily smily smile smile! =)) =))


Lols now in library again..slacking...
lols really sian....

Haix jus an update of my pokedex mahs xD

I love globes...i guess thats enough to noe what it means *smiles*

signin out
sha...

Today was like any normal days,started with autocad,lessons and stuffs...

Haaa!

Like no!!

My life is very interesting =))

Got to schol,was in the bus when Idah msged me(in her ms swan tone) "i see monkeys crossing the road!"
Now that is interesting!
Like how often do you see monkeys in this urban country other than the ZOO??
So whilst in the bus,was anticipating to see the monkeys Idah mentioned about =D

So when i reached the bus stop saw idah and she pointed to me the monkeys!
Then and there the two monkeys were on the overhead bridge..White furry?monkeys(shortage of vocab)

Interesting rite?(definitely XD)

So we rushed to class as a group for AutoCad!One of my favourites =P (really) Everybody hates it(well i think its everybody) But i kinda like it =)) Told ya i'm interesting =X

So whilst AutoCad-ing,was very distracted with SOMEONE...actually SOMEONE'S ODOUR...It was OVER PUNGENT! Seriously! Like SOMEONE hasn't been bathing in YEARS!!
It was definitely very distracting to my NOSE!
So tried my very best to get through the whole 3 HOURS with THAT STENCH....(LIFE THREATENING STENCH)

So disgusting man....

So finally was released from the OVER PUNGENT CAGE!(when the lesson ended)
Phew -_-"'

Next was MES,well not really released..cuz MES IS IN THE SAME CLASS TOO!!One more HOUR TO GO!!! (shoot) [certainly a torture)

But for MES i finished the Assignment in a FLASH!woo =) So my mind was like *EVACUATE STINK ROOM* however Jorvin was taking too long to pack his bag o.O so gotta like hold my breathe till i left the room!

Went to SIM for Lunch,had a slab of chicken meat with fanciful red sauce..Was definitely not filing at all...But Wahidah and Bhavani didn't manage to finish up their Roasted half chicken(super huge) and gave it to me~~Yummy =))

LoLs i mean its like we r all buddies,we don't mind sharing our food =))
Jace and Jorvin ordered from the same shop..The only difference..
Jorvin--> mountain of noodles!
Jace --> Pathetic small mountain of noodles!

Jace was like WTH...

Hilarious =D

SO off we go for BTC =)
Not really my forte =( but trying my best to do well in it(as in get A D)

Hahas i mean its not impossible...

So Btc was ok...
Followed by Interior Design..wasn't really great,cuz like most of my assignments are like B to B+ no As =( Like i designed like mad!!Had a quiz too, achieved an A though =))
20/21 =)

So off Idah and me went to the library to mug(FYI Im still at the library 8 plus le going to close soon)

So i got sick!
='/
Having a very bad cold(mus be the chocolates i ate..>=/ )
And my throat is like haiz...

Nvm but gotta mug =D

My pocket is like filled with..toilet paper,for my nose!
Desperate moments calls up for desperate measures!XD

I went to the toilet like 10 over times(cuz i keep drinking water)
People think im,crazy(by the way they look at me)
Well im not..jus sick =/

Hahas wait go toilet first....


Back...

Woo...hahas,told ya i go like no one's freaking business!

Btw NP ambassador called me!I'm in!!!
They asked "what do you want us to put on your name tag?"
Of course SHA =))
But she says,she may need to put my whole name in it...Like y do you even call me up to ask in the first place~?LoLs damn funny =D
Shoot 8.45 closing soon!
Gotta ciaoz!
sHa!!

....POA....

Is actually a hmm..im not sure,but certainly i had difficulties with some of the parts!!='/


But overall was quite ok bahs,not crazily difficult but manageable..

Hopes i would get good marks!!xD


Haas its kinda like o level,i mean the feeling xD

But it was a good time =)


Gotta remain calm and believe in the best =))




Hopefully can get 70-90 (A)

Sure can de =))

All the best to the rest of my friends too =)

Signin OuTs
sHa...

Haas....i sign outs...but i signed in again..u noe y?

Cuz i skipped class!!!Wooo Hooooss!!!


Hahas BTC!!

I mean like the teacher is gonna repeat everything that is like stated in the book!!!



So its like super boring...



So might as well use the time to study POA!!Thanks Jorvin!!!!


Opps gotta study le!!!


Buaiz!

Ok, i woke up like super early today!Actually woke up at around 4 am,but kept on sleeping,and woke up 6 am!

What for?

To study of course!

Study POA lahs..

Actually it was very amzing that i could still like remain awake and to actually understand what i'm writing about.
Well today is the day,poa test at 3pm!

Gonna do well for it!
Thats what i believe in!!!
Having Faith!!!!!!

So like kinda erm in the library now...
Having break now...actually can study,but gotta relax ur mind and confess the right things =))

Its not slack luh...its relaxing luh...Haaass!

Anyway its an open book test,so i don't see any reason to flunk it!
So gambateh everyone!!

Jus now we decided to eat at SIM,but then got unwelcomed person joining us ah..

I mean like i seriously told him that we don't want him to join us,but he still wanna follow!! I mean u can't blame us for giving him a cold shoulder right?Like we don't want you to join,but u still join..Like of course we'll be Pissed Off wat...Durrh..
Any Human Being would feel the same way...

I jus can't stand him ah...such an idiot...


Wish he wouldn't be in my clas..
but oh well..gotta tolerate him for like 2 and a half years more(woah thats long)

But haiz...

Gotta keep on moving...
Leaving this thrash behind my mind and i forgive him...
Gotta keep on moving people!!

Don't be stumbled by big boulders like him...
So gotta rush and yet enjoy the time we have as a group =)

Btw yesterday i did awesomely well for my interior design!!!46/46!!!!Full marks woo hooo!!!!Yeah!!!!!

My NP Ambassador interview is like super great!!!!!So inspired by u noe who!xD So kept Talking and talking and talking!!!!!I've got 23/25!!!!Woah thats like ultra good lahs!!!!!!!!SOOOO DAMN HAPPY!!!!!!

Been doing wonderful in school!!!
Thank YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

signin out
sHa(gotta rush for BTC le!!)

I love these song!Sung by Stefanie Sun!!XD

i don't wanna lose you,
I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And i don't wanna hate youI don't wanna take you
But i don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool i keep losing my place
And i keep seeing you walk through that door


But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Now i could never change youI don't wanna blame you


Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes i may have hurt you
But i did not desert you
Maybe i just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change


But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough


And there's no way home
When it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where i used to lay


And there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know its your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough.
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough.

Wow...

Seriously i feel so free and i noe i am free from all kinds of bad feelings and stuffs =))



Its like i forgave anyone that has offended mein my life =))

And i feel so good now =))





Yesterday talked to Sam...
And everything is alright le!!
All settled!!
So happy everything is good now =D
Thanks bro =)

Today's post is kinda short,cuz im very tired =)

Gonna sleep soon ;)

Siginin outs
sHa..

Finally!!Managed to sleep early yesterday =))

Slept at 10.30 pm..

i've been having a very unhealthy lifestyle,sleeping at 3-4 am..and waking up at 6-7 am,and to carry on the whole day of lectures and tutorials...

But hey got to sleep early yesterday,and feeling great(physically).

Today hmm..what can i say?A good day?Not really..

Got up in the morning at around 8.45am to shower and off i went to school,was kinda looking forward,cuz today is the day where my group is suppose to be doing the btc 'staircase' project.It was really great,meeting Jorvin and Idah.Chatted and we had our breakfast there at cheers.So it was already eleven,we rushed off to the workshop to start cutting and stuff.Unfortunately..again...Mr Jaafar wasn't there..It was frustrating,we told him that we would be doing our project the day before!Then we got news that he was in a meeting..

Like if you knew about the meeting the day before,you still can like tell us right?So was like very pissed off...Went off to SIM and bury ourself with food..Yummy food =))

So after lunch we head off to our respective blocks for out class,it was CATS!One of my favourite subject =) So was like walking towards block 56...and i realize that i left my shoes at SIM!!So like i rushed back to SIM with Jace!Walked like super briskly =)

Finally got my shoes back!!!XD

So off to CATS..Very interesting and fun,with my group..Damn cool and cooperative group =)

Then off to tennis!but it was...raining...='/
So we did juggling and swinging

Superbly fun,keng yao and me was like keep juggling like freaks xD

But hey when you r fools together,thats fun =))

After went to library to watch MADTV!!

Wooh!!Its damn funny!!!

Bunifa latifa shariffa haliffa rocks!!!!!!
Super funny!!You should really go watch!!

Haas yup shawn and me were like laughin like nobody's business(in library somemore!)

Slol!!

Today was fun but was thinking..about something that saddens me a lot..

It goes like this...

Sammy..haix...

He ahs...

Avoiding me..for no apparent reason...
Its very obvious..
Whenever i go online..
he goes offline...
Like as if im a letcher like that..

So Sammy if you r reading this..Forget it...its damn painful whenever you do that...
If i get it wrong..then clarify with me then....
Please..i like someone else and if you r thinking i like u..Ur out of ya small mind..

It sucks man..
Whatever man...
Like what i said in my blog..
I dislike people who annoys me..and damn rite ur annoying me by doing this online offline thingy...

Whatever..
Gotta move on...



haix disappointment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But not gonna be stumbling because of this...
Its too stupid to be stumbling bcuz of this...

Now im still in the library mugging my POA =))
Doin the online questions xD

ciaoz
sHa

Its been like super long since i update my blog!!
Been too busy with school and other committments!!


Np StRinGs!!

Its such a super nice CCA!!!I didn't regret a single bit joining!!Cuz music is my life!!We recently learned how to play twinkle twinkle little star!!!And i can play it!!Woo Hooo!!I noeits jus a simple song,but hey,how many people in the world can actually play the violin and play it well???

Super cool,playing the violin is really a dream come true!!And damn hell im gonna practice it like everyday(once they allow us to bring it home) Im starting to realize that when you do something that u LOVE and have PASSION you don't feel tired(maybe a bit) but its like we view it in a much more different kind of view/perspective!

Seriously music is what i love and certainly want to excel deeply in it!!XD



I MADE IT!!

To....NP AMBASSADOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Super duper duper happy also!!!!
I noe they keep saying its tough to like have two ccas at one time,but hey,i beg to differ!!Im no boring kind of like 'one is enough' i'm different.Its like we just have to set our mind and body set to our target and you'll get it!!

Many people says they are tired and like stressed up and all the negative things.What i learned from a close friend of mine is that we control what we want.I noe u may say 'duh' but its like if we keep like 'oh so tired.oh so difficult.oh i wanna die.'Seriously u will create a kind of barrier around your mind to not excel,because u keep influencing ur body that ur tired etc..Most definitely u'll be tired and etc..

I made a new kind of habit,which is to not think about negative stuff.When i feel tired, i tell myself 'yes i'm tired but lets pull through it and do our best' i noe it may feel crazy,mumbling to yourself,but certainly it helps a lot!
When i feel that the lesson is boring,i tell myself'It may b boring but lets make the best out of it' straight away my attitude towards the lesson changes!


I still remember my np ambassador interview!!They asked me to sing,cuz they asked..

Gurl"so what cca were you from?"
Me:"choir"
Gurl"any position?"
Me:"ya...President"
gurl smiled(cuz she is the ex president for np ambassador)
Gurl"can u sing me a song"
Me"Ok,il try my best"
Me"Na shi lei guan..."(NI GUANG!!!)


SOOO COOL LAHS!!!I SANG IN TUNE!!AND SHE LIKES IT!!HOOORAY!!!




Haas tired people change the WORLD!!

Actually wanna blog more but,gotta go now!(forgot what happened for the past few daysXD)

Signin Out!
sHa!

Ok today my day didn't start so well..=(

Its like i woke up late and rushed down to school in my Dad's bike...
So sorry my friends for waking up late!!(sorry!!)
So like rushed down to school to do our btc project..

9.30 am
Walking towards block 34 with my two GOODIES wahidah and jorvin!Damn fun chatting and talking while we were walking there..THen finally we reach the workshop..Peeped in and saw no one..pushed the door..but it was not moving..haix..It was not open!X(
Called mr Jaafar and waited for him for quite long..

10.30 am
We were still waiting for mr Jaafar..while we were still chatting about the doubful fearie...let me tell you the story...

" Once upon a time there was a fearie called Ariana.Ariana is a very very lonely fearie..It was all because her attitude.A very Doubtful attitude.It all began when she was studying wizardry in this school called Neon Arnie Polai School..Every single tutorial like Manual Spell and Principles of Wizardry..She never once fails to annoy her classmates not only with one question..But Mountains of it!You see,Ariana is a Lazy fearie who don't bother to try and never fails to hinder her classmates to talk about her relatives and things that she should not get all worried about.
During Manual Spells Tutorial,she would always irritate her friends by asking tons of questions!Like billions!She would constantly ask "should i do this?"
It pisses her friends off so much!She doen't know what's the meaning of TRY..How Sad so she didn't cared and continue her evil works..
It grows into a very bad habit that,people just hated her for not even trying at all...most importantly she hinders her friends who eagers to study so much.So Ariana got a nick name from her classmates as the doubful fearie..They even told her "If you are going to continue this Ariana!You are going to fail sooo badly,that we aren't going to see you anymore!"
Thats what happens now,she is all alone in the un-glam tower by herself...Its like a torture to her..Because she got no one to ask anymore..and no one to talk to about her 'good' relatives..."

Cool right..was inspired...So jus 'made up' this story =)

10.40 am
Finally mr Jaafar came!He came and tried to open the door...but he doesn't have the key ='/ So like we all was like arghh how?So we went off to SIM to discuss over lunch about theproject.Dimemsions and stuff =) So we were talking and discussing about the FABULOUS STAIRS!=) So it was around 11am by then..Wahidah did the drawing while Jorvin and me were thinking of the dimensions...

So this is the part where i was pissed off...
12pm

Wahidah wrote super DAMN CLEAR INSTRUCTIONS for Jace and Bhavani...
SUPER CLEAR PLUS UNDERLINE SOMEMORE!
So i called jace..

Me--Hey where are you now?
Jace--wait ahh..
Me waiting...
Me--Can you come down to SIM now?
Jace--For what?
Me--BTC PROJECT..Remember every thursday??We have meetings??
Jace--Oh...i'm now walking back home now...
Me--(nicely)ouh is it?Can u come to SIM?(WHAT THE HELL!!)
Jace--Oh but il take super long to reach there..
Me--Just come here..Because the workshop wasn't open just now..So we really need u guys to speed things up
Jace-Ok i'll come down..

DAMN FRUSTRATED!!FORGOT!!WTH U JOLLY WELL MARK UR CALENDER EVERY THURSDAY GOT MEETINGS!

Fine nvm shall forgive and forget...So was like i remembered!OMG MY CATS ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!!!!!

I tell you i so freaked out lahs!Straight away called my mom to ask my dad to send me my documents..THank GOD he came on time and i managed to reach class on time too =) Hooray!

So during lesson my phone vibrated...Looking at it and here is this msg..from Jace..goes something like "we are stuck now,we can't do anything i think i go home and ask my dad about the dimensions and i draw again at home..For now we go home first.." [Thats a compressed version of all his msgs] (I WAS SOOO DAMN PISSED OFF!!) Nobody dares to piss me off..If they do..HELL for them man!!!I was soo angry lahs!Like can't you like think of ways to do the things????What's the brain FOR!??Cannot do anything?Are you sure!!??Cannot even like think of interesting idea to decorate or anything!?CAN'T USE YOUR BRAINS?????THat dumb ah!?

Nvm forgive and forget..msged them nicely "why not we meet later then discuss at five?"
You know what hey msged back?You know what?you know what!!!!???"I need to go off by 3.30pm and bhavani need to leave at 4 pm" WHAAT THEEEE HELLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For God's sake!!!You Jolly well know that we have meeting today!!LIKE IT WAS ANNOUCED A WEEK AGO!!!!!!!!!OMG LAHS!!NEVER EVEN INFORM US SOMEMORE!!!!!WTH LAHS!!!!!DAMN PISSED OFF NOW!!!
LIKe CANT YOU GUYS LIKE SET YOUR PRIorities right?????Its not only ur stupid marks but mine too and wahidah's and jorvin's.Dont sabotage us by doin that lahs!!!What kind of noobiness is this!!???
IM SO FRUSTRATED WITH THEM LAHS...TMR..WUD BE DARK TIME!!I'll show em what they get from pissing me off...WAHHH!!!!!!!feel like throwing the tables out of the library!!!!!!!!!!!


WHy mus like sabo us!!??

Haiz..now lets talk about tennis...(still angry in my heart)

Was very fun!XDSuper super super fun!!Made a new friend called keng yao =) He is my tennis partner haa!We played like...super PRO lahs...SUPER PRO eh..PRO NOOBS!!buahaha!LoLs lahs!!He hit a ball out of the court into the drain outside!xD
And i..backhand and ZooM~~~Out into the other side of the drain(i think) XD

The teacher was like " how many balls you want to help me lose?"
I was like hahas "ten" xD Very style KY lost one ball and lost the other!
Damn noob lah we two xD
THen was playing with him when a ball zoom and hit my neck!!OuCh~~!!Hahas still can feel thepain hahas but everythings fine now =)

Now in the library..listening to stefanie sun's song and Sun's songs =)

Lol today was frustrating but i believe tmr..would b better........smiles..

Siginin OuTz
sHa...

Pictures of previous outings!xD with my FrieNds!(East Coast)

"Yup he's the CRAZY ONE" LoL!!xD damn Fun Lahs!

Like miracle!!

Slept at around 3am!!And able to wake up at 7.45am!!

Sooo cool lahs...
And its like now im the only one in sch(as in from my class)

The ride to school was definitely not exciting at all..

Took a cab down to school,thought i would be late xD
First step into the taxi....it was smelly!!
Like got this stench!

Then its like theres a lot of stuf lying around on the 'shelf' lahs...Comb(like untouched for years),umbrella(i think the stench is from there),donoe what other nonsense ah...
So its like 'ok nvm'...

The uncle Ho Pok On!!
I will remember that uncle!!
He gave me stupid attitude!!!!
Like i dont noe what..Like cuz i dont noe what road to take or anything!!
THen try to add humour into the conversation then its like he gave me coldies lohs..

Then going to reach already its like damn funny(for me)cuz he asked me "da men ah?"(BIG GATE) then i heard as "ta men"(THEM) then i was like "shei shi ta men?"
DAMN PAI SEH LAHS!!!

Haix haix shall stop here...ned to go hunt for mouse le =)
SiGnin OuT
sHa

Today was kinda exciting bahs xD

Cuz went to give tuition to both of my cousins =)

Very very very FUN!!

TOught Math to my P5 cousin and tought both Literature and English to my Sec 1 cousin!!XD
Sooo motivated cuz they want MORE homework!!Like WoW!!
I gave my P5 cousin 40 question..she said that it was not enough and wants 60 questions!!!WOWOWOWOW!!!SOooo motivated lahs!!My other cousin i asked him to analyse a poem and do an english compo for me xp!!

Yeah i feel so 'Teacher-ish" hahahahahaz!!


Then went out with Desmond to Jurong Point..Very fun =) cuz its like we go shop shop around the pasar malam for damn nice food XD Chumpy Chumpy Chumpy XD hahahahaZ!!

Then its like we chatted about crappy stuff and jus laugh about nonsense!XD

Saw Kai Xiang(chen) changed damn a lot!!
His accent got yi tian tian malay de...then when he walked past me i tot he was like another ah beng lahs XD

Hahahz but good times that we shared during sec sch =))

Haiz today's entry is kinda short cuz im very tired now..=)

Soooo
signin ouTz!
sHa

Like im sooo sick now...Ahh...why why why!!!!

Haix slept on time and stuff...but im still sick..so frustrated...
Haix...still im going out later!!....
If i faint...den...that wud be sweet XD
Hahahaz like fainting in the middle of no where is..kinda cool...

Hmm..later stil got tuition :)
PHYSICS!!Wooo HOoo!Hopefully he understands whatever that im blabbering about lol!!At ALJUNIED!!YEAH!!CAN SLEEP IN THE TRAIN!!XD

Hahaz im going to like teach my cousin again but i donoe when im free!XD
Let me show u my schedule...

Monday
-->9 am to 5 pm(school)
-->6.30 pm to 9.30 pm(NP STRINGS)
-->10.30pm reach home and fall flat onto my BED!

Tuesday
-->10 am to 5pm (school)
-->6pm onwards (NP AMBASSADORS)
-->9pm reach home and fall flat onto my BED!!

Wednesday
-->9 am to 5pm
-->6pm onwards doing cats project XD(KIV)
-->9pm reach home and fall flat onto my BED!!

Thursday
-->9 am to 12pm (doin BTC project at the workshop)
-->12pm to 1 pm(discuss what to do next for BTC project + Lunch)
-->1pm to 5 pm(Having Cats and Tennis)
-->Maybe got meeting after that.

Friday
-->9 am to 11 am(School)
-->11am to 1 pm (basketball?)
-->1pm to to God noes when (Back at JJC)
-->11pm reach home and fal flat onto my bed!!

Saturday
-->11am just woke up
-->11am to 12pm get ready for tuition at ALJUNIED
-->2pm to 4pm (tuitioning)
-->4pm onwards out with friends!
-->11pm--12am reach home and fall flat onto my BED!!

Sunday
-->7 am Wake up
-->8 am meet my friends to go out again
-->1 pm having lunch with my friends..
-->2pm out with friends to study...
-->5pm at home..PHEW..HOMEWORK TIME!!
-->8 pm finish Homework?maybe?maybe not..

So its like i can only give on mayb Sunday??

Haiz let Him setle for him bahs..

siginin out!(need to go to aljunied for tution!!)
sHa

TOday was like such a WASTE of my precious LOVELY TIME!!!Let me start

er hem hem....

Took the bus 157 to school today..knew that i was going to be late!Moreover it was like rainin quite heavily!I was like shoot did not bring umbrella(so was expecting to walk in the rain..) But when i alighted at my bus stop..THERES A SHUTTLE BUS!!Was like sooo damn happy about it lahs!So kinda like goofy goofy took the bus to school(like it was rainin..of course i took the FREE shuttle bus) Littke did i know it was goin to like a long long long U-turn..WORSE-TRAFFIC JAM!!So its like im in the bus..that was like goin super retardly slow..IRRITATED!!

So i reached school..safely(DUH) met the rest..Finally Jace came to school(was infected by dengue..poor him)..HE WAS STROLLING IN!!!WTH!!!AHHH he like live so near to school...he is like freaking late!!Was 9am when he reached to school...stroling in somemore!!!Aiyo such a slow BARA lahs he!!!

So we got BTC(Building and Technology) Practical!Kinda excited by it actually..so was looking forward..except that...we got lost finding the darn block!!!But it was like a 'FUN' time looking for it(in the light rain) So was searching high and low and Lynne keep saying 'ULU PANDAN' cuz the place was like knid of desserted..freaky too...So we finally found the stupid class 10-15 MINS LATER!!Like sooo sucky!!But THank God The teacher hasn't start on anything..was actually waiting for the late comers!!We weren't last!Hooray!XD

So we've got to settle in our groups of five..at first we've got four cuz there were loads of late comers..so its like we reserved the seat for David..So when DEREK came in we were like 'overjoyed' and sooo 'wanted him to come into our group' but he didnt..we were all soooo 'sad'....So like Jorvin came into our group..oh well at least he is not as 'hardworking' as DEREK..(if u get what i mean ;))..
WORSE LESSON WAS ONLY...AN HOUR!!!AND WE CAN GO HOME!!!!!!OMG!!!HAIX!!

So its like we went for lunch...Lunch was rather EMBARRASING!!Cuz its like there were couples of mass comm students having a donation drive..so its like we were all seated..chatting and stuff..and here they come..Wanting us to like donate..i was totally fine with it..donated $2..kinda happy..but derek was like sooo..er er...noisy...like come on lahs its a donation..like u give it sincerely not like sooo grudgingly..asking sooo much question like making them feel soo like cannot be trusted!haix...so i was there looking at my own food..following whatever the mass commers were doing-IGNORING HIM!

So later on Wahidah and Bhavani wanted to donate too...but like the mass comers was at the other end of the canteen..so its like,need to wait for em lahs....DEREK being a 'smarty' in our class SHOUTED FROM ONE END TO THE OTHER "Denise she want to donate money!!!!"not only like just once but like 4-5 times!!!!!I WAS SOOO FREAKING EMBARRASED!!SOOOOOOO MALU-FIED!!!!!

I mean like beee more civilised please..ur adults..not like primary school kids!!

So stated playing basket ball with David,Raj and Jorvin!Super fun (practically becuz HE wasn't there) So iv managed to learn a couple of tricks from the pro--DAVID!!Like he is damn freaking good with basket ball!!So like learned a lot from him..We were actually going to stop playing when another group wanted to play with us!Like they are damn tall lahs!! RAJ" i can't see the court anymore!" CUz they are seriously damn tallSo we lost :( but not sooo bad like 7-5 quite happy cuz Raj annouced that i am the king of defenders!!MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!David's glasses got 'injured' lol cuz its like a rubber thingy came off..His specs hopefully is ok by now XD

So we did our normal routine of going to the library and cooling down..met Jenny and Hong yi they all in the library..Hanged out for quite a while..Kinda cool actually :) jus sitting there talking crap..and me singing XD LOL stef sun songs lahs XD


After crapping David, raj, jorvin ,jenny and me decided to go home first..but it was tooooo early for me!!So i called nooblet(chun lai) and ask her to go back to jjc with me!and yeah she was like 'ok lets go' Zhe yuan called and asked us to rush there and he said he'll pay for our taxi fare!!SO GOOD!!!So its lke he said he got something to tell us (btw zhe yuan is one of my best friends!) hahas so we sat in the canteen and he started telling us..HE STARTED CRYING!!So POOR thing lahs!!I mean like the ppl who made him like that are SOOO MEAN..(first intakers..u noe who u r)

After such drama..we went to the cafe..kinda jus like chillin out and catching up..Chun Lai was soo noob lahs!(donoe y..she jus look soo noobie! XD) So was like everywhere we go the couples would follow us..haix so irritating lahs!!stupid couple!So its like they've got councillor investiture rehearsal..so like we went there to observe lahs..was like..er..not soo impressive...cuz the pl are all soo not that good lahs...Cuz some ppl is like i disagree on their post..haix but like say oso nothing can happen..haix so like we got bored and left to watch the soccer macth..but its like ended le..haix 4 nil lehs!!ACJC 4!!JJC 0!!!NOOB LAHS!!Haix haix!!So jus sat outsided lt 5 and chatted with the seniors..siti was making pom poms and she looks soo elated doing it lahs XD Haas was vey fun chatting with her and not to mention playing with the pom poms!!


Happy siti making pom poms!!Look at her smile!!



A pom pom!!XD lols looks like seaweed!XD

So what can u do with IT??..well..let zhe yuan demonstrate it to you XD




HAIR!!HAHAHAHAZ!!




mORE HAIR!!







LOADS MORE HAIR!!!!XD XD XD XD XD



OR




TRY TO BE A BIMBOTIC CHEER LEADER...


FINALLY.....









U EAT IT!!!CHUKA WAKAME!!


Hohos!! we had an awesome time jus laughin and laughin!!!!!!
WOO HOOO!! WAs soo funny lahs!!!Make me laugh until i want to cry!!!LOL!!

SO was like we sat at the table chattin again with Chun Lai and the rest..while zhe yuan and me were havin kbox session!!WAS SOO DAMN NICE LAHS!!!HAhaahaa!

I wanna go back much more often!!I MISS THEM LOADS!!!!!
Btw mr LEOw was happy to see me!!(of course lahs great leader in jjc during first three months wats XD)

Siginin OUTZ!!

sHa

Rained Today!!Ahhhh!Its like sooo not cool…Cuz its like actually we do not need to come to school to study today!!(e-learning) but since we’ve got S&W(Sport and Wellness)…No choice need to go to school(I mean we couldn like learn sports through the internet!) So its like we are only goin to scool for two hours just for tennis!!Like OMG two hours to play tennis!Might as well don’t come at all!XD

So its like worsen when it rained!!(heavily) We could not play any tennis like indoors…So we went to the gym(the old one) quite a run down gym..and learned how to use the equipments..Kinda fun actually  Its like we learned how to handle with the machines..which is quite useful XD David,Kian Sing and Me were in a group(we were suppose to group ourselves into groups of three) So we ‘played’ with the machines and got ourself FLEXED XD hahas where got…so little can flex mehs ;)

Lesson was like only a pathetic hour!!So heart pain lahs..like I came to school only for an hour  But we decided to go to Gym Works(the new gym) to go for the gym orientation…

Me “can welike sign up for the orientation”
Girl “Sure wat time?”
Me “Erm now?”
Girl”No…tmr can?”
Me “ok what time?”
Girl “Hmm..7pm can?”
Me “……Nevermind”

It was like 7pm!!Crazy!!!i rather like exercise at home then goin to the gym!!So like David and me nothing to do…We loaned a basketball and stated playing with the seniors(Year 2…btw Dennis was also there) So its like Year Ones against Year Twos XD…I thought we were gonna be thrashed like big time!!But…instead we thrashed them…BIG TIME!! 11-2 !!!Woo Hooo!!Anyways Dennis keep banging into me!!!Sooooooo……nvm……Its like damn rough hit me one eh!!Like relax lehs! XD

Tmr we are playing basketball too…Damn cool lahs…at least got exercise XD Got to keep fit 
So gonna make it a priority to like play basketball eveyweek 
Now its like im under a pavilion nearby my block…don’t like wanna go home that early…Wanna have a moment to myself..a moment to relax…Saw my neighbour, she said that I did a great job by doing this!!hahaz of course XD

Tmr…hmm will be a very packed day?i don’t know XD there is still physics tuition goin on!and like im nt prepared for him!!Its like sub science so..i don’t really ned to prepare much bahs..hahas cuz its quite simple..Gonna have lie a quiz tmr and test him last week’s things XD

Samy is like havin his exam soon..Wanna like wish u all the best Man!!Hmm but its like he rarely msges me now..hmmm must be busy…so kinda like praying hard for him!!Haas he is a very bright boy…eventhough iv not met him before,but I believe he is a bright boy y the way he speaks and stuffs =)
All the best ya bro?Jia You!!XD
Signin outz…
sHa

I still remember those sweet and sour memories...Some are better off to be left untouched but others are always up in my mind...


Secondary 1!!

Secondary One..hmm let me recall..

Its the time when i met my best friend Desmond Loo!I still remember so clearly how i met him!We played this game called Bingo,where we would like find people to sign the boxes(For God knows what) So there is this box
"A person who is wearing a their watch on their left wrist"

Literally i went around loking at my classmate's wrist,keeping a look out for the 'ONE'.So finally i found that person,who is Desmond =) It was like so cartoon like in a sense that we were so cute and funny!(of course!cuz its me)

I remembered so clearly that i hated Kelvin,for i don't remember what(but now we are friends XD) I still remember that either me or Desmond would top in any subject =)
It was very fun to be like top top and top everytime XD

Desmond,due to his wonderful result went to express!!WoW!!(i was very jealous,But that made me worked harder XD)

Secondary 2
How would i say,hmm this year is the year whee i rose up in a number of areas XD

Sec 2 was quite a fun year,but no more Desmond..haix very lonely,but instead made more friends :) Learned to like step out of my comfort zone XD It was very exciting and of course proud of myself!

Almost all the subjects i got first in class,like consequtively!Non stop!Ots like my homework is like GOLD!Cuz its like evryone wants to grab my homework and copy!!But i was ok with all that nonsense(cuz its them who gets the scoldings not me =) )

So its like academically i rose up to Express in the next year(sec 3)!Was given the priviledge to go to any class that i wanted to go..Actually i wanted to take Pure Bio and Chem and Pure Humanns too..But Miss Ho(principal) Brainwashed me and influenced me to take Pure Chem and Physics (Which i hated physics in sec 3!)
I chose the second best class..CUz i didnt want to like be soo stressed out or whatsoever( second best class 4e6 ROX!!more united than 4e5!) My parents were so elated!Cuz i am the only child out of all my relative got to express!

I was also in choir!So its like in sec 2 i rose up as....SECTIONAL LEADER!!Was very happy and scared at the same time!!Cuz its like im gona teach the sec 4 and sec5 people in section how to sing!People that are like 2 to 3 years older than me!Thank GOd i got their respect XDIt was very interestin teachin them cuz its like indescribable XD

Secondary 3
Hmm..its the year when i fully bloomed!XD

Got into my new class in sec 3 (3e6!) which was super fun!Cuz its like evryone is so warm and genuine XD I became the class monitor!Hee!Yeah it was a very tiring job!Like everything is the monitor's fault :.( But it was a very fruitful and fun journey i had in sec 3.Lessons and teachers..Failing for the first time(amath) and also shocking everyone to get the highest in the next test =)
Gettin 19/20 for history.becomin ms yip's favourite student XD(was very fun)

Became a green Champion,(like environmentalist of the school) pioneers of the green corners..Gave speeches to students(very fun!!) XD

In sec 3 i rose up as Student conductor for the choir XD Was a very honourable post!!Conducted them for a couple of events that were very memorable!Rose up again inchoir to become the President!!So when i was in sec 3,i have like 3 post-> Sectional leader,student conductor and President(my fav post!)Went for syf..got..SILVER!!Yea!Was very happy cuz its like we brought the standard up!We were like overjoyed!!

Kaleidorama!!How can i ever in my life forget!!!The tough trainings!!Kaleidorama is actually like a mixture of all performing arts CCAs..taking part and the main highlight of the event is KALEIDORAMA(A DRAMA)..I was Chew Boon Lay!!(MAIN CHARACTER!!) Was really a memorable time!!Acting infront of everyone!!
I still remember soooo clearly!!My debut as an actor!I was suppose to be like act very poor and miserable..cleaning the table of the uncle's house..so i was cleaning up the plates and bowls on the table(on stage).SO i after that im suppose to like walk infront to the middle of the stage and jus wait for my 'uncle' to come..SO on the way out to the middle of the stage..i tripped!!!The plates and bowls..FLEW!!!and made a whole lot of a noise!!!and i..FELL to the floor!!!There was a very very very loud gasp!!followed by a painful silent!!Comprimised by cryin on the floor!XD everybody thought it was in the script!!XD

Sec 4
Hmm sec 4 is like the stepping down period..and MUGGING period..So its like all i remember is like studyin with the Hua Yi people XD
Short term memory lah...XD

Hmm i think thats all im gonna like share for now!XD

Signin outZ!
sHa!

HaHax!!

So this is what happened..we were having IT class so like they say u mus be interactive mahs..then i asked only like one question,the teacher gave me a super LONG EXPLANATION FILLED WITH EXAMPLES AND WHATEVER NONSENSE!!
He was like "bla bla bla bla bla..therefore bla bla is bla bla..but int he account,bla bla bla...i don't know bla bla bla......"Like omg!!SO LONG LAHS!!Then its like i mus like keep my eye contact with him(respect mahs) SOOOO erm boring lahs!!!

During Lunch time all of us went off to SIM to eat!Ver nice food and really very worth the money!!Its like chicken rice, $2=so much rice and so many chicken!!Super worth it lahs!!

BUT as U noe..BHAVANI QUEEN OF CHICKEN RICE...
THIS IS NOT AS NICE AS CANTEEN 2!

THats the verdict people!So remember canteen 2!not SIM XD
So happily we strode out of the place...was walkin around the sch of HS where Raj wanted to ride the 'mini car'.I was like drinkin my drink..with two hands holding the cup...SAW david..carryin his laptop bag....then it STRUCKED ME!!
MY LAPTOP!!!!!
OMG I FORGOT MY LAPTOP LIKE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!

SO without any hesitation i turned AND BRISK WALK THERE(couldn run,cuz my jeans were very very vry loose!!)

Ran back and saw my lovely laptop bag lying on the chair..so sweet and calmly(when u misplace something,they look thousand times better when u found it XD)

So i got to class late..like ten mins late.LECTURE somemore...So walked down the stairs and sat DIRECTLY infront of the teacher!THank GOd He hasn start his lesson XD

SO i was not really late for lessons XD

Like now we r in the library..so tired..mus be the chicken rice X(...Gonna continue my other entry ike erm...at night?so look out for me other entry WooHoo!!

sHa

Its Like been a month since i last see them XD 07S19!!My Jurong Junior College Class mates!!The very united class XD hees!(duh its like my class,of course il say briliant things about em)

Hahas so like today, we had a class outing!!!WOOHOOO!!!

Went to JEC to play pool and neoprint!!Hahas so im gonna like briefly describe what happened XD

-.._POOL_..-



Zhi hui--> Our class Flower Gang Leader XD hahas SHe was like super funny today :)

Seok Kian-->Secretary of the Flower Gang..She IS a PRO at pool eventhough she anyhow hit the balls XD

YuLaRa-->Our Class very own 'planner'!She is Always in-charged of outings :)

Zheng Wei--> The Rare Flower XD Also in the Flower Gang..twist is,he is a guy XP

Marc and Looney-->Really acted like little brothers,taggin each other..(kep running around me! >:/ )

Zul--> Our Class chairman!! Soooo Sad Down With Fever!!But he stil came :)

Zhen Da--> Our Class Big brother XD (eldest mahx XD) He went To ACJC!!CONGRATS!! XD

Me--> the Most fabulous of all XP hahahahahahahahax!!!

Enough with the brief description of everyone and on with my day XD

So its like we played pool at jec kpool XD to most of them,its was their first try (Cant believe it XD cuz they played quite well XD)
So booked two tables and immediately ZHI HUI annouced "Noob table one side!Pro table that side!" Soo like mos of them went to the nob table XD like really donoe how to play XD but it was damn cool and not to mention funny watchin them play!!!
At the 'PRO' table was Zhen da , Zheng Wei and Me XD

Zhen Da and Zheng Wei Played first, So went to look at the other table.It was soooo funnny lah!!!Zhi hui and Yu Hui formed one group.Zul(quite pro) and marcus formed the other.So they started playin, Zul had the first hit and Zhi Hui was next!

Zhi Hui "aiya i donoe how to play...how to POSE?"
POSE???????
I tell you, at when marc and me heard the word POSE.We burst into laughter!!!!!Cuz it was like,only model pose!Lols!!!We laughed and laughed(of course the others laughed too) It was sooo funny lahs!!

Marcus!!!He is like very DANGEROUS lahs!!Once he hits the white ball....It goes flying across the table and onto the floor..rolin to God noes where!!!Its like most of the time when it is his turn, we would like "everybody stay away!" CUZ the White ball wud jus FLY UP!!But we were jus like havin fun, not really like sooo serious into the game, like "i mus follow the rule" type!We were like "aiya dun care type" XD
We were like...erm the loudest in that place!!Cuz we couldn't stop laughin!!!

Seok Kian!!I suspect she got magic powers XP
Cuz its like when she hit the white ball, the other ball infront of it would like obediently follow move towards the hole!!its like OMG lahs!!Shes got SKILLS man!!HIDDEN TALENT!!XD
THREE TIMES EH!!SAME TRICK SOMEMORE!!Seok Kian Teach me!!

Hahaz it'll be crazy if i were to blog everything down!!It would be like endless!!

So off we go to take neoprint!!XD
It was like soo cool lahs!!
Like ten of us into the booth!pushin one another for that Limelight!!(Of course i look the BEST XP bleah! JK!)
So we were all noobs at neoprint...Guess what we did!!

Placed the coins in... and waited for the camera to FLASH!!!Like erm erm we were so NOOB!!!LIKE WE HAVE TO PRESS THE BUTTONS FIRST AND BACKGROUNDS THEN THE CAMERA WOULD GO FLASH!!!OMG lahs!!We stood there and waited for maybe twenty full seconds?(in our perfect poses XD)
So after we were 'un-NOOB-bified' Every snap of the camera we wud like 'Change!' and rush here and there!Squeezin and pushin our way!But it was very fun to have the class SQUEEZED into that small space!

So like after that,we had to design our neoprint XD(not really all of us jus Zhi Hui, Marc and Looney XD) they were like makin soooo much noise!Hee!
"hey dun colour my face...Eee not nice de!!...OMG WAT HAPPENED!...Dun put that one!..U write very slow leh..."
bUt it was really funny!Its like een a long time since 07S19 had such fun together like this XD


US HAVING FUN!!!(im bein pushed down by ZUL!!)


HOOO!!VERY FUN XD




Im on the top left XD smilES!!



LAUGHTER!!!


Siginin oUtz!!
sHa

07S19...is truly a very very very very very great CLASS!!!!!


At thE FieLd wIth Mr SurEn our CIVICS TUTOR



My Math BOOK!!hahas we were all like in the math lecture..so i started drawing and stuff...Slowly loony started signin..soon my book was everywhere!!once it was returned to me,it was..yah like this XD(they played with the com to make the effect XD)


07S19 HEROES!!XD im wearin OWENS(GREEN)

Thank God..
Was walking back to my normal ‘home’ bustop where I would take 157 home.So was happily walkin and walkin..happily…smiling and stuff..Turned behind and saw 157 bus!So the bustop was like quite near to me,so I was thinkin why not give it a dash?So I ran and ran to my bustop..Before my bustop there is this short zebra crossing… Before I ran across the zebra crossin,I actually saw a car acceleratin from far towards the zebra crossin…However I jus ran across(maybe when im sick..i don’t think straight X[ ) the car (purple car..i still remember!!) stopped like 3 inches away from my legs when I was running across!it was like damn scary!
Like in my mind now,is like filled up with ‘what if’ questions!
What if the driver didn’t stop?
What if I fell and the car ran over me?
What if I died?
What would my family and friends would feel??
All the different faces of my friends and family arising in my mind..All sorts of reaction but one main emotionSADNESS….How would Mom and Dad feel?Hui Juan?Jasmine?Desmond?Elwin?Zhe Yuan?Shi Hui?Karen?Yuan Sheng?Jun Hao?Simon?Kim?07s19?Sammy?Poly friends?
Soo many faces…
Got to treasure your life,that’s what I’ve learned…Be grateful that u r still living and breathing…
Signin out..
..sHa..

Woke up at erm..7.01am XD
Lols!REALLY!!IM SERIOUS 7.01am!!Hahaz its like soo accurate XD Yeah!!
Kinda like a miracle for me to like wake up sooo early when im sick XD
Im still sick..DROWZY...a bit FEVERISH..SNEEZY..FLU...INFECTED TONSILS!!=(

But everything feels better now,much more energised!XD
Thank God!!XD
Hees!!


Was like keepin my medicine into my bag,and my mom was like,
"don't tell me ur takin the flu and caugh syrup with u!Cuz it will make u fall flat in school!"

D-U-H!!!!
Like its printed there!!"medicine may cause droziness"
hahas of course i was like "i noe mom"
Sometimes adults jus think tooooooo FAR!!

Reached school not really on time,CUZ For the first time of my life!there is a JAM!!how i feel like jus goin down the bus and jus run for it XD (but bein a true blue Singaporean..a lazy singaporean..decided to just laze around in the bus XD)
There is an assignment on CATS(creative applied thinking skills) where we mus take a snapshot of an object that we want to improve.So my idea is to create a compartment underneath the seat,so that passengers could like put their luggage inside.SO to complete this assignment,i mus take a photo of the bus seat and its beneathXD
Really i wanna take that shot,but its like everyone around me(not that crowded) was like wide awake.So,frankly,what would u feel if somebody take out his handphone and start taking snaps of the chair?Its either
(1) CRAZY
(2) PERVERT!!

So i was like ermm..how do i take the photo!!!XD

MIRACLE!!
Suddenly!!!!like everyone that is around me is SLEEPING!!!Weird!!!
So i was like!!YEAH!!!!!
Took out my handphone and took a snap of the chair!!FINALLY!!!

So like mission accomplished!

So today was the normal routine stuff ,had autocad,mes and stuffs..

We had lunch with out Class advisor Miss Heng XD
Was kinda fun chattin with her and have a real serious talk about our future =)
Quite encouragin must say =)
Bhavani....Has been CROWNED....
SERIOUS...

QUEEN OF....CHICKEN RICE!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAH!!XD

Da Chang Jin of CHICKEN RICE!!LOL

We had our lunch at SIM..quite a nice place..nice food and stuff.
Bhavani ate her favourite food...CHICKEN RICE XD

THis is what she says.."I think th chicken rice is not nice..The best chicken rice is at CANTEEN 2!"
Like we were soooo enlightened by her wisdom!!
Seriously there is soo many canteens in Ngee Ann and remmbered all the taste..BEst of all she can compare!!!

SO ppl,REMEMBER next time when you wanna have the BEST chicken rice..JUS ASK BHAVANI THE LEGENDARY QUEEN OF CHICKEN RICE XD...

ARGHH!!
Bhavani is like having a video conference and is showin our face inside!!!IM GONNA KILL U BHAVANI!!!!AFTER THE WHOLE CONFERENCE!!!(SOMEBODY GET ME A KNIFE)


Today is maybe a bit boring..probably becuz im sick..my senses are not so sharp today =(
But tmr is class outing!!YEAH 07S19!!
Yeah!!Can't wait!!
GOnna take neoprint with the whole class(i wonder how)
and playin pool after that...(hopefully i dont throw up onto the pool table..Balls makes me feel woozy XD)


NO ASSIGNMENTS!!
HOORAY!!
Btw..Wahidah is Bhavani's walkin dictionary!!

Signin outZ
sHa

Recent times has not been sweet
Torrents of confusion has tinted my seed
How atrocious thou despise ur own twin
Melodious to u but toneless to thee
How sharp your tongue may be
Little did you know that you offended thee
For ashes to ashes
Dust to Dust
Shall we put this aside
Shall we burn the past?
The beautiful dawn is coming
Lets start this day with blessings

[c=4]Woke up like around 8 plus today...Felt better..Even thought i was ok..but when my Mum and Dad checked on me,they said that my whole body temp. is HOT!I was like "where got im feelin ok leh.." but didn convince them that i was fine at all...So they want me to go to the doctors,i was fine with it(i mean doctors are good people)...

At first my Dad wanted to walk there!!i was what!!Cant we like take the motorbike??? X.( BUt after much persuasion..We Took the bike there XD to the Loi and wong clinic...yahoo!ridin the bike was kinda cool..but felt like..pukng!lols!!

So i went to the doctors with dad,It was super fast..The doctor just tok an ice cream stick(i think that is what they cal it XD) and start checkin my mouth!Felt like throwin up too!Cuz its like he went it too deep!!Like i feel so bulimic lahs...Haix stupid doctor..He says that my tonsils are infected :.(..cannot sing le...for now lahs...Gave like i think 5 different types of medicine!hahas its as if im a drug addict XD..

So off to the market after consulting the doctor..Seriously i felt soo dizzy..like everything is not everything XD(AM i makin sense??lol) i was kinda lost eventhough iv been there for a million times!!Kinda freaky ..Guess wat i saw!!A stupid sign XD "thanl you for NOT FIve cents coins" i think it meant by "THank for not paying us with five cents coins" LOL lahs!!i was like straight away took out my handphone and took a snap of the ludicrous sign!!


So that is like a rough sketch of today mornin XD

I feel super touched when Sam msged me in the morning!!Its like i was watchin the telly..then my phone start ringin!It was him askin whether i feel better XD Yea!it was soo damn caring lahs he.he kept me company thru msgin me like till now..at 11 plus,he is still msgin me..Very touched..Thanks Bro...
REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!U rock man!!

I dun think im editing this post cuz like il be sleepin like the whole day..but ZHe Yuan(best buddy) wud b comin at one to use my laptop to send proposal to CHristina(sis) we are also choreographin new mass dance for the next camp..Damn cool can?Lols

THink il end here..

Siginin out..
sHa..
Thanks Sammy...XD[/c]

The blog is the place for me 'throw upp' my feelins...and yes i will...

Slept at three am yesteday..very tired now...but durin that time got a good chat with Dominic..(The boy who is like hated by most of us...fortunately IV CHANGED my Perspective about him)We chatted like..real young adults..talkin bout the problem our class had and shared our different but interestin view about our class...I Since young,iv learnt to like accept others for who the are..so like when i looked back...i feel so dumb...like super childish..and I STRONGLY BELIEVE that he is a good person..I mean u've got to like accept wat other ppl are...its seriously unfair and childish to bitch about others...although it is inevitable..but that does not mean we have to like go on and on to gossip about others...lookin at my past posts...i feel very embarrased and DUMB...BUT IM NO LONGER THAT...TIME FOR ME TO CHANGE AND MOVE ON....

THat CHapter of my life is Dead in my Body...The New CHapter has already begun..


woke up in the mornin...hmmm not really mornin..it like 1pm!!My whole body was like omg...soooooooo tirred lahs...and when i stood up..i cant balance myself really well...i feel so weak in the afternoon..my whole body was like super cold...but my breathe..its hot...its like freakn me out...m eyes were burnin hot!!like omg this same feling...HIGH FEVER...I hate being sick!!Cuz my mood wud plunge down into the realm of depression..even when im sitin with two blankets over me..i still feel sickly...

Enough about bein sickly and stuff...it only like make it worse...Gt to confess the right things...il b feeling better..yes i believe i will b cured XD
Got to think positive XD

Met up with Des and Elwin..its been a long tme since i saw lwin...He is now the vp of the jjc councillor...I feel realy blessed to have them..iv got to sharemy problems with em and it seriouly made me feel a whole lot better..THanks EL and Des...


I oso will not forget when i went online...saw sammy and chatted with him..Thanks man...It makes me feel thousand times better when i chatted with u..I feel very blesed to have u too...Btw read samy's blog..made me feel very happy cuz he updated!!!Yeah!!love readin his blog cuz its very like youthful XD hees..

Haix..but there was also some ad things goin on...dun want to say...
I oso feel very blessed to have Jenn..seriously she is a wonderful girl that i can share my prob with..thanks Jenn!!
THank God there is Good pl in class like Jenn XD

Time is movin fast..i begin to miss jasmine soo much..the times we had in jc is totally out of this world..The time we anced and the time when i cried and she sh supported me..its just superb...i stil remember i was themas dance i/c and also he decor i/c..those times were memorable...
Chin chye Scolded me for nothin..i will still rmb that day..that night where he puled me into one corner with shen yong and screamed at us for something that wasnt about us at all...it sux that time..that was the time i finally broke down and cry and everyone in SCDC(songs cheer Dance Committee) was like afraid of me cuz i was wearin a very black face..that no one had ever seen..But those were the moment we bond!!

I miss 07S19!!my PAE class!!Its like super crazy clas!!I miss Marc,Feng YI,Yulara,Rubini,Naryana and ZUL!!ahhh te memories soo fine!!

I still remember how we hated our math tutor mr sia!!Haix me and marc were like keep pnnin his class all the way durin the last month...How i wish u guys wud stil be my classmate in poly!!Marc and i are like ponin mates..whenever we pon we pon together and 'recruit members!'lols.i miss those times..those sweet sweet times...

Gosh...i miss all the jjcians...especially the four dancers..(jasmine and me..Hema and Zheyuan)
THe times when we lead mass dance for the ogls!!I still remember it sooo clearly!!!


Jas "hi im B1"
me "and im b2!"
TOgether "Doinkk!!"
Jas"are you thinkin what im thinking B2???"
me "its..MASS DANCE TIME!!!"

WE soo rocked it all out lahs..its damn cool!!!The seniors and teachers gave us a mountain of praise!!YEAH!!!

Those time..memories that are forever in my heart...BTW 07S19 we r al goin out on labour day!!YEAH!!!!!SO GONNA GO!!!!!!

WUUHU!!!

Lols...
THank you..to you noe who...:) if i didn like romt u in msn..we wont noe each other..u've been a great fren.like..a little brother to me..thank you =)


omg my laptop went blank jus now!!Didn't on the adaptor(how dumb of me XD)
Omg tot that i was goin to re write everything!!!PHEW!!!!!THANK GOD!!

Heez gonna end here now..

Signin out
sHa

Finally im back from such a tiring day!!!!!!!!Let me tell u my schedule...er hem hem...

9 am to 11 am---> SCHOOL!!

11 am to 12 pm--->Computer send for servicin..

12pm to 1 pm--->Eat at Mac

1 pm to 2pm---> in the train to aljunied...

2pm to 3 pm--->waited for yong kiat(sneezing)

3pm to 5 pm--->Library giving tuition

5 pm to 6pm--->went back to jp.

6pm to 7 pm--->go desmond house discuss stuff..

7pm to 11.30 pm ---->End of meeting(plus sendin of china ppl home)

12.45 pm--->bloggin..

TOday is super tiring!!!
Especially during tuiton..OMG so drained!!!I was havin flu any slight fever!!so like when im teachin,its like i take a longer while to think thru...
Felt very lousy...cuz i gav such a sucky tuition jus now..all bcuz i was tired..=(

But jus msn him..he said my lesson was good and he understand completely!!Yea!!im damn happy to hear that lahs..Its like wow!!huhu!!But seriously even now..im very exhausted..my eyes are like closin soon...lols!!

Gotta wake up!!!!!!!

Haa!WHen i reached home and bath and stuff...setled down and turned on my laptop...msn was blinkin furiously...ppl wanna chat with me YEA!!lols hey there,do remain happy ya??dun b stressed by the prob...really hope that i manage to like lighten ur burden..SMILES!!and thanks for listenin to my part of prob..thanks u!!

I think im gonna end soon...cuz its like im really sick...popped in two tabbs of panadol...so felin sleepy now..WAY SLEEPY!!

CiaOz..
sHa

Hey its like 1.45am!!finally im done with my stuffs and start bloggin for erm...yesterday 26th april 2007 XD

Haa yesterday sort of a good day,eventhough it rained for quite abit..but it was kinda a sunny day XD the reason why im bloggin now is bcuz of my faithful visitors Sammy and Bhavani.(Sammy!Thanks for readin my blog like everyday..Will be waitin for urs to be updated XD and Bhvani thanks too hahaz)

Yesterday we had Cats(Creative applied thinking skills) and S & W(sports and Wellness) Today is like our first day of TENNIS!!Yea,it was sooo damn cool lahs..We learned how to....bounce a ball!Outrageous!!!!!Of course not only that...imagine if we only spent time bouncing the tennis ball(Probably wud have died by now...died of boredom!!!) But thank God it wasnt boring old bouncing only but also hitting and JUGGLING!!LoL!!

We had Cats!!When dennis and me entered the class...I was like sooo confuse!!Cuz its like im stuck between two groups!!i wasn really sure which one to go into!!i mean its like a whole sem with the same person..is kinda boring..Soooo when ms Zarina said 'ok now group yourself into groups of four or five' i was like erm erm erm...not sure..kept looking down at my laptop bag(searchin for loose threads XD)

So Kat and the other girl looked at me, and dennis and i forgot who looked at me too!!I was like erm erm erm....even eevann was lookin at me!!!Oh no!!!!can i jus split my body into pieces?????I was really afraid that i may hurt their feelings!!So Dennis decided for me 'Why not we all four ah?'(we were sitted in a row..all four of us...Dennis,unknown, eevann and me!!) SO i was like ok,and gave a 'im sorry look to the gurls'

SO we tot that four wud be enough and jus dun care bout the rest(at least for me XD) But when i look like 2 o'clok direction i always see evan!!and he kept lookin at me!!Givin me the 'erm can i join ur group' the cool and dao way lols!!so i was like shud i???Before i even come to a decision another guy jus came to occupy that empty space!!Hmm not angry lahs...but kinda like erm 'sorry evan!' DIdnt mean it ya?
Lols so we went to the next excercise of brAinstormin..ideas were ermm...shall not say...I mean can u define me the meanin of table??Most of the time mus guide them back into the main point!they keep givin the appearance of the table and not the DEFINITION of the table!!but the times were fun..Bonded with my group XD

SO its like erm so far that is all..kinda tired..noe is like 2.06 am!!i need to wake up at like 6.45 am!!!Hahas wish there is someone to ask my day today!!hopefully in the evening...donoe y but i jus feel that when u ask someone their day,it wud completely make them feel hapy(at least for me *hint hint sammy LoL!!!)No lahs...dun like see my post then send me..like sooo insincere XD hahas!!!

Soo im gona stop here now...too tired and i need my rest for practical tomorrow!!And Tuition tmr!!My third student!!hope that it wud be great bahs!!Wish me all the best!!!!Btw i oso argued with my fren online!!

Er hem it was like i was online then my fren msg me thru msn..we started to chat hapily..then suddenly my fren invited a girl into our conversatio..it was like she is super vulgar lahs...f here and there!!like omg manners pls!!Of course i won lahs...shutted her mouth up...aiyo sorry my eye lids are like automatically closin itself!!!so gotta go and sleep now!!XD

Good Nites ppl!!
CiaoS
sHa

Hey its like 1.45am!!finally im done with my stuffs and start bloggin for erm...yesterday 26th april 2007 XD

Haa yesterday sort of a good day,eventhough it rained for quite abit..but it was kinda a sunny day XD the reason why im bloggin now is bcuz of my faithful visitors Sammy and Bhavani.(Sammy!Thanks for readin my blog like everyday..Will be waitin for urs to be updated XD and Bhvani thanks too hahaz)

Yesterday we had Cats(Creative applied thinking skills) and S & W(sports and Wellness) Today is like our first day of TENNIS!!Yea,it was sooo damn cool lahs..We learned how to....bounce a ball!Outrageous!!!!!Of course not only that...imagine if we only spent time bouncing the tennis ball(Probably wud have died by now...died of boredom!!!) But thank God it wasnt boring old bouncing only but also hitting and JUGGLING!!LoL!!

We had Cats!!When dennis and me entered the class...I was like sooo confuse!!Cuz its like im stuck between two groups!!i wasn really sure which one to go into!!i mean its like a whole sem with the same person..is kinda boring..Soooo when ms Zarina said 'ok now group yourself into groups of four or five' i was like erm erm erm...not sure..kept looking down at my laptop bag(searchin for loose threads XD)

So Kat and the other girl looked at me, and dennis and i forgot who looked at me too!!I was like erm erm erm....even eevann was lookin at me!!!Oh no!!!!can i jus split my body into pieces?????I was really afraid that i may hurt their feelings!!So Dennis decided for me 'Why not we all four ah?'(we were sitted in a row..all four of us...Dennis,unknown, eevann and me!!) SO i was like ok,and gave a 'im sorry look to the gurls'

SO we tot that four wud be enough and jus dun care bout the rest(at least for me XD) But when i look like 2 o'clok direction i always see evan!!and he kept lookin at me!!Givin me the 'erm can i join ur group' the cool and dao way lols!!so i was like shud i???Before i even come to a decision another guy jus came to occupy that empty space!!Hmm not angry lahs...but kinda like erm 'sorry evan!' DIdnt mean it ya?
Lols so we went to the next excercise of brAinstormin..ideas were ermm...shall not say...I mean can u define me the meanin of table??Most of the time mus guide them back into the main point!they keep givin the appearance of the table and not the DEFINITION of the table!!but the times were fun..Bonded with my group XD

SO its like erm so far that is all..kinda tired..noe is like 2.06 am!!i need to wake up at like 6.45 am!!!Hahas wish there is someone to ask my day today!!hopefully in the evening...donoe y but i jus feel that when u ask someone their day,it wud completely make them feel hapy(at least for me *hint hint sammy LoL!!!)No lahs...dun like see my post then send me..like sooo insincere XD hahas!!!

Soo im gona stop here now...too tired and i need my rest for practical tomorrow!!And Tuition tmr!!My third student!!hope that it wud be great bahs!!Wish me all the best!!!!Btw i oso argued with my fren online!!

Er hem it was like i was online then my fren msg me thru msn..we started to chat hapily..then suddenly my fren invited a girl into our conversatio..it was like she is super vulgar lahs...f here and there!!like omg manners pls!!Of course i won lahs...shutted her mouth up...aiyo sorry my eye lids are like automatically closin itself!!!so gotta go and sleep now!!XD

Good Nites ppl!!
CiaoS
sHa

Hey SammY im proud of you!!I really wish that i was there to watch ur performance!!But as long as ur happy with it i'll be happy with it too XD

Hmmm this is like my 2nd entry for the day!!At home tryin to recall watever that has happened after my first entry..Hmmm..Hmmmmmmm...



How can i FORGET!!

So it goes like this,everyone was like so tired and was like on their way to block 18(collect ez-link) omg lesson finishes at 5pm!!Nevertheless it was a fun day!POA ended with a bang!(for me lahs) cuz got some enlightenment!! XD Finally got a grasp of POA!!THanks to mr Kenneth and Jace secret method(not really a secret..its inside the book lols)

Enough of POA and back to my blog(YES MY BLOG..DUH..) SO we were like walking and walking..i was helpin diana carryin her laptop...returned it to her cuz she wants to carry her laptop back..so i was like ok..here u go..Then irealized that my hands were supprisingly...EMPTY!!LAPTOP!!!

I was like 'guys i think i forget to take my laptop..' supprisingly 'calm' hahaz but they told me rush and run or else my lappie wunt be here anymore!!So i ran and ran saw Shameer and i forgot who..said that mr Kenneth when to the other direction!!So i was like Great..I need to run damn fast now!

Sooo running and looking for mr Kenneth,and THank GOd I saw him!!Yea!!
Immediately got him to go up to class with me to take my LAPTOP!!And YES IT WAS THERE!!!!!!HOORAY HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!

He even said that 'no wonder when i left the class,i feel as if something was wrong'

Ya seriously wrong!!!!MY LAPTOP LEH!!!

THen i walked plus ran back to meet they all for the ez lnk thinng ahh..

WHen we reached there, we r suppose to give our nric to get our ez link lahs...THen i was like its s90.... then the man checked..''don have come in two weeks time'' very kbkb lahs...he was like 'whatever ur rejected get lost' attitude ah...Boy did i made lots of noise ''How can u say i didn hand up on time..i hand it up like before april' bla bla bla lols!!But the rest cheered me ups hahas!!XD Very good ppl XD

Haiz very tired need to go rummage my files for notes for physics and chem for Yong Kiat!!Lets GOOO!!Blues can do,we can too Doiiiiiinnnnnkkkk!!LOLS XD

CIaOz
sHa

Ermmm, now actually in class havin it lesson..Learnin how to use excel...Hmm quite interestin lahs but bloggin is much more fun...DUH...XD


Hahas omg lahs...Today We all wore White it was sooo damn cool..whole strecth of us in white!MIW(Man in White)Haix it was very hmm ya cool bleah ;P

Hahas but the worst nightmare cam....UGLY DISGUSTIN MARTIANS JIA QI AND DOMINIC WORE WHITE TOO...OMG its like u seriously,i mean seriously you don't have to be a rocket scientist to know that we r outcastin u aliens.. like duh...Omg so bu yao lian ahs...Its like seriously dunkin your face down the toilet man..

Like so get this into ur head lahs...Dun try to b like copyin us..then ur cheap not Jenn!Its like during excel lesson the martians are like keep whisperin to each other,like duh we know ur talkin about us lahs...Damn noobblets...

Aiyo do excel sooo confusin de lehs!!Hahaz but very very very fun!!Hee findin JOY in anything that i do(includin Gossipng) lols!!

Haiz now we were are like in canteen 3..Everybody is eatin except me :.(

hahas cuz i dun wanna eat mahs,i want to drnk drink drink!!woo wooo hoooo!!!Heex
We r like now together as a class...Seriously as in the whole class(plus dominic and jia qi) we try to like merge,as a class...But im a human...u have to give me time to change my feelin for them cuz its like my hatred for them is deep...


Changes are constant...
But my feelings are not...
Lovers can change..
But my feelings don't...

Pour in TIME...
Maybe my feelings would change..
But i cant guarantee you..
That my feelings will change..


Its good that ppl are together but like i said,im not sure that i may accept them.Give me time and ill try...Yes il give it a try :)

Do everything with JOY!!Yeah!!woooo hoooo!!

HAhas bhavani stop lookin XD hahas she kept lookin at my lappe when im bloggin >:/
Buahahas shall not let u see hahahs!!
Cuz i only publish my blog when i reach home hees!


Hahas today sammy didn wake me up,hmm may he was like dun wan to wake me up(if thats the case thanks SAMMY!)XD


Huuz!!hahas now they are talkin about ishak :) lols i noe u like lah bhavani....his hair XD hahahx!! bleah!XP
Im sooooo tired!!!SLpet at like erm 2.30 am...sooo tired anna faint!!but gotta keep my eyes OPEN!!huu huu XD wake up wake up!!

it was soo fun we are like checkin each others blog durin excel XD hahas damn fun XD

hahas erm i wait wait for more things to happen then blog it down!!(im now officially an active blogger XD)Hahas i didnt noe that bloggin is so fun in polyX))


Ermm now in...a very squeezed room!!!!!!Its like so many ppl!!14 ppl in a very very very very very very smal roomm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Omg its like u move ur leg,u hit somebody else :( so its like erm hittin everyone lahs!!sorry!!!!!!!!!


Huhu im very happy now!!cuz our class is finally together as a whole class!no conflict(hopefully) hahas yea!!



Lesson is like another half an hour more...to btc XD Yea btc rox!!
I like my group lahs...everyone all like together doin the project,except one mysterious gurl...who ermmmm didn do anythig...cuz we didn tell her bleahs!!XP



Im so sleepy now lahs...wonderin shud i like publish now??

What the Hell...jus publish now...XD

XD

ciaoz~
sHa!

Today was a long but fun day =)
So like u noe normal lectures,note takings… listening and stuff…

But it was the nitty grity stuff that happened that made me smile throughout my day.

..7.09am..
I was still in lala land…dreamin about God noes what lols!Suddendly stef sun started singin ‘na shi ni guang na li liang…’
“ah,msg” so woken up by her song…No choice wake up..if not its like gonna wake my whole family up XD
Hahas so took my phone and saw a message from SAMMY!!XD
“Hey . . are eu at skull nw?”
So was like I replied him that he WOKE me up,mus have feel very bad lols!
But nvm was gonna wake up at 7 plus anyway so doesn’t matter 
So that’s how I woke up today!XD

Haiz so was like I reached sch LATE!!not for class but for my frens…was supposed to meet Bhavani and the rest at like 9.30..but I reached at erm 9.54 lols!sorry guys!!Damn sad lahs…but then when I reached sch it was school it was like dominic was there!!!It sux lahs that TooT!bhavani told me that he tot they w